scorpiogirl242005securityStein durch Ste's blog: "poems i wrote long time ago"

I have cryed all my tears you really dont know how much i hurt hear my heart is about to burst from pain you say you love me i say i do to but do u really know what love is you dont have a clue love is something shared by two people like caring and understanding it last from the beginning until the end baby i know you wont beleive me but baby this is tru i will always and forever love you but please dont forget me.

i have dreams that you have forgotten me but in your dreams u think i cant forget about you but in your dreams you think u have me forever until the end of time but let me tell you something if i do still hold on is that a crime.

the sky is like a cloud with a blue blanket of stars though sometimes the stars seem like they can get touched but then since there so far away you cant touch them but when a star falls from the sky it seems like a angel is coming down to earth when a bright star shows up in the sky its like a soul going up to heaven when you see a shooting star going to the ground think of it as a newborn baby being born from a mother on earth and though other stars may shine the brightest ones are angels of god and babies of god.

from childhood hour i have not been as others were i have not seen as others saw i could not bring my passion from a common spring from the same source i have not taken my sorrows i could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone and all i loved i have loved i loved alone then in my childhood i'm the dawn of most storms life was drawn from every depth of good and the mystery which binds me still from the torrent of the fountain from the red cliff of the mountain from the sun that surrounds me rolled in its autumn tent of gold from the lighting in the sky as it passed me flying by from the thunder and storm the clouds that took the form when the rest of the heavens was blue of a demon in my view.

this morning when i woke up i never thought yesterday would be the last i saw you but i am here now and so id your family that was always true one word of silence oane word of wisdome and one word of goodbye i hold one hand now my god holds the other you have not died i will always carry on the tears and will remeber the remains throughout the years so dont give up dont let youself down you gave us your knoddledge and love so when we look in the mirror and see you and thise happiness against loveing us in this unforgotton place..

when i was saying my goodbys to another i didnt think it was your time to go one momment of silence one tear falls to the ground to the children that willnever know why isnt their daddy here. you can hear from ther sweet inosent lips crying to the lord to set him free he would of smiled made us real happy to see but now your words are just a whisper that are floaing threw the wind we will know somehow someway all of our spirits will be joined once again.

The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.

The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.