I scream and yell till the voices within drive me crazy. They keep telling me to keep yelling, someone will hear me and help... but I can't believe that. Because my reality is so distorted I don't know who to believe or who to trust. Then they start to scream at me, "You know we are right. They won't help, they won't be there... but yet they just said different." The people on the outside pay no mind to the conflict which happens on the inside. Not once do I see a caring face or hear a caring question. Is it me that causes this effect? Is my mind and reality so disorted that I think this way? Is this truth or fiction that my mind has created? Or am I the reason for this effect, the reason no one sees the truth behind my eye's......
