Drowning
I sit in the corner and cry
Pointless black tears
Remembering the past
And the life that I had
I had love and happiness
I just threw it away
I go out to the lake
And look at the moon
I say out loud "I'm sorry"
I jump in
I take a deep breath
And let the water fill my lungs
I want to come up for air
The rocks in my pockets weigh me down
I close my eyes
And listen to the silence
Regretting nothing
I feel my heart slowing
I feel my lungs tightening
I clench my fists
My heart is barely beating
I have one last thought
The thought of him
I open my eyes
Just in time to see my life flash before them
I am silenced forever
All that is left of me
Is a puddle of pointless black tears