its nice and sunny, a beautiful day
but in my heart
its dark and gray.
Will this phase ever pass
or will it stay like the last
till i become what i once was
unable to feel my true emotions
save for heartache and pain
will i stay and empty shell
i see all the love around me
but none of it is within me
why must it be this way
to make me feel nothing but lonelyness
when i have some much love to give
is like a death of the soul and heart.