The name is Jess. I blow out the candles every August 21st. I am not new to Fubar. I was here before this is just a new account. I have 2 wonderful boys and an angel in heaven. My life revolves around my kids.My oldest son has autism and he is my special lil boy. He tries his best to do thigns normal kids can do and I know in my heart one day he will be able to do and say anything he wants to.I dont know what I would do without my children. I am a good person to get along with but if u mess with my children u have a big problem. My gram passed away in 2006. She was my hero and always will be. I got some of my strength from her but the rest I got on my own. My life is so complicated. Gettin ready to hopefully go through a divorce and no I am not interested in anyone so dont ask. I have a man I want to spend the rest of my life with. He has been through everything with me. I dont know what I would do without him. The days are counting down till I can finally be with him. Well thats it.