I am divorced. I have two wonderful daughters, a son in Connecticut, and a step son from my ex wife whom i see often. I get along well with my ex, we make better friends than lovers. I live in a piece of crap trailor, which i own. I tend to be quiet, and alone, but when i am with friends i can be very open. Although i tend not to talk alot, i can listen very well and once i get going, sometimes i talk too much. I can be very caring, i can be an ass, i guess it just depends on how people rub me. I am very empathic, and seem to figure people out pretty quick when i know them. I also seem to get along with alot of different people, even when they dont want to get along with me. People tend to like to tell me things they wouldnt normally tell people right off, and for the most part, its a good. I like to let people talk. Sometimes, its very helpful.I have been feeling very alone lately. Not pathetically alone, just realizing my girls growing up and watching people my age, either pass away, settle down, or fade away. However, i have also been discovering more things about myself. Things that make me happy. I quit smoking a few christmas's ago and dont drink nearly as much as i used too. I still enjoy a beer from time to time, and i love whiskey, rum and tequila, i just dont drink them til i puke anymore. moderation.Used to think i needed to find someone to love me, now i just want to find someone to share my love. Share ideas, thoughts, opinions and not have to always agree, but respect each others feelings. Someone to walk with, to view things with, to watch movies with, and to fall asleep with. Someone to support and be supported by.I want more children as well. I love children, no matter what my kids say .As i am inspired, i will add more. Havent been around much lately, but have been finding more and more time on my hands, and less and less sleep.