Do You Want Me Say Please's blog: "Original songs and poems by me"

She is so sick of living her life as a lie Watching everyone else pass by Tells herself constantly everyday That she is happy A smile always on her face But it's her tears that she tastes Afraid to open up what is inside Because that part of her already died No where left to go No one left that she knows Sitting in the rain crying So tired of hiding The pain that she feels Is nothing but real her heart betrayed once more And again, her heart torn

A soldier's cry in the night All he wants to do is win the fight Standing up for his fellow men Defending every single American His wife cries herself to sleep Unable to believe That her love is far away Waiting to hug him on that special day His children sleep the night through Waiting for daddy to return, too A single tear leaves his eye Just trying to get by He has been there for awhile And has walked many miles Seeing things he will never share Things he cannot bear Time stands still in this moment It is nothing but torment He says a prayer for his family Bent down on his knee Lord, please keep them safe from harm Lord, please keep them warm I love them with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart And with that thought in mind He feels safe and kind His wife thousands of miles away Kneels down and prays Lord, please keep him safe from harm Lord, please keep him warm I love him with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart

The little girl has long since died The real her buried deep inside The memories fade so fast Not even one will last Her soul tormented and full of pain Her eyes tear as if they were filled of rain Left standing out in the cold Nothing there to hold Her life left stranded Forever she will be branded Forgetting the life that she once had But her pain makes her feel sad Picking up from the start Trying to mend her heart From the ones that hurt her the most All of them had become ghosts She hides behind a fake smile As she starts to walk her first mile Wanting her life to be right And one day it might Holding onto some sort of hope Finding any which way to cope She just wanted a simple life But it was that last slice of the knife Through her back and into her heart That day, she completely fell apart Now picking up her pieces to start again Her new life to shortly begin Waking up from her nightmare Is too much for her to bear But she needs to move forward No matter how hard

Not much left of her heart It has been torn apart In the darkness she will live She has nothing left to give A broken soul she holds Each day it grows a little more cold She listens to the pouring rain Her heart dying in pain A little more each day Wanting to just find her way Not able to understand why Or wanting to give it another try She is lost in her mind She is lost inside The life that she once knew Never again to be true Waiting to find her way Not wanting to go astray

The tears come rolling down Her voice, unable to make a sound Her wishes lost in the night Knowing that she had lost the fight Looking for a new beginning Wanting someone to just listen Not afraid to face her fear As she sheds her last tear Waking up from her moment of pain Waking up to the sound of rain Listening to the drops fall Waiting for her final call

A door opens slowly in the night Hoping the other side holds a light Walking through with a candle burning Trying to fulfill an empty yearning A soul full of shadows and pain Her heart had all been drained Nothing she hears but the cries in the dark The screaming sounds had left their mark Walking through the door without any fear She shed her last final tear

When I am with you When I am near you The whole world disappears When I think of you When I dream of you The whole world disappears My heart takes on a toll Another cross to bear The yearning inside The passion coming alive When my mind is clouded of thoughts When my heart is full of pain You are the one I turn to You are the one that I need You are the one my soul is calling to You never let me down You are always by my side There for me to talk to There for me to lean on Hearing your voice Smelling your body The passion fulfills My heart is having a battle Mind over heart Heart over mind The feelings cannot stop The battle rages on How much longer I do not know Pictures of you cross my mind Our time together will never die

Verse 1 Memories fade away Thoughts disappear The rage inside Overcomes my fears The way you treated me The way you left me Drowning in a puddle of tears I am left with the unknown Shadows in the night A knife in my heart A soul tormented alone Chorus: A battle you left me in Between my heart and my mind The way I feel about you Left intertwined Now you say you'll be there After I moved on You left me in pieces With nowhere to belong Verse 2 Unanswered questions Unknown thoughts Time stood still When you left me alone Nowhere to go Nothing left to do Now you want to come back And there is nothing more that I can do The door closed when you walked out Now you want it reopened My soul can't take the pain Chorus: Verse 3 Being without you Made me realize That the feelings I had Were nothing more than pretend You left me stranded and alone You tore me in two Now you come crawling back Expecting me to be there for you Nothing left to give Nothing there lives Chorus Chorus You left me alone You broke my soul Now it is the end Chorus

Verse 1: You want me to let you in But you cannot see The damage from the past All withered and left to be You turned my world upside down Left my heart bleeding Left my soul enraged Nothing good to come out of this Nothing left to breathe The barriers around me Have already formed Scarred for all eternity Chorus: You left me all withered You left me all alone You broke whatever was left A life lived alone Fearing the future Wanting to open My soul for another But the pain you caused Too much to handle Verse 2: The cries in the night Are all I hear Your cries of dismay Stick with me through life Not yet ready to accept The damage you had done You left me in a state of mind That I may never overcome You can't knock down The walls around me They are there For the rest of eternity Chorus Chorus Verse 3: Dying inside alone Life left to the unknown Tragedy struck when I was left Out in the cold Now you tell me The pain you caused was mistake And now you want me to forget my heartache Holding onto a past That can never be ressurected Never to rekindle The candle burned out The day you said godbye Chorus Verse 3: For eternity You left me scarred Never again able to be myself Or to be with another Sheltered, alone, and scared Feelings I must bear Silently screaming in the night My calls left unheard Unknown to the world around me The pain runs deep Hoping one day to subside That day, soon to arrive Chorus Chorus

In The Darkness Current mood: creative Verse 1 In the darkness I walk With the shadows of the night Succumbed to the fear Of never being alright The world that I live in Full of fear and pain Looking for forgiveness Within my own pain Granted I chose this path To walk this journey alone I must face the wrath Of my own demise Sweltering in the heat of the night Chorus In the darkness I walk alone In the darkness I cry alone In the darkness I feel my pain alone Verse 2 A paradise lost Left behind in the shadows Looking for something To grab my hand And release me from My inner torture Something to save me From my own insanity Looking to live The life I once had Not wanting to face the fears Wanting the world around me to disappear I pray one last time to be released from this hell Chorus Verse 3 Living a lie all alone Behind a mask Never able to unveil The truth behind the pain Sitting alone in the darkness Under the stars and night Waiting to be released From this nightmare of mine Holding on to a shred of hope Wanting to wake up From this horrible feeling Waiting to find a path to follow Wanting to stand alone Chorus Chorus Chorus