Do You Want Me Say Please's blog: "Original songs and poems by me"

Dying inside You left me behind Life diminishing Barriers forming A broken heart Torn apart Disappintment overshadows your lies As my heart dies Your betrayal overcomes me But you cannot see Thinking your always right Refusing to see the light Memories of you fading away One more each day Too proud to see your mistake Each day another piece you take Too proud to say I'm sorry Too selfish to even worry I'm used to it by now Cause all you ever did was let me down I won't follow in your path I don not want to live your aftermath Nothing left to hold on to So I say my last words to you

I have made my share of mistakes in the past A lifetime some would last I ask forgiveness for what I did wrong As for you, the wait will be long I can still forgive for what you had done Even though now you are gone Separate worlds we live Because I am one to give Not to hurt the ones so dear Or the ones so near My love for you washes away As our relationship goes astray My heart just aches Cause I thought that was one thing you wouldn't break I should have known That you have never grown Taking advantage of the ones so close But the last petal fell of the rose All that is left is the thorn And me left to mourn Of the memories of the past But they will not last Diminishing slowly from my mind Most of which are unkind So what do you say to a lost soul That you left with a hole

Your memories will haunt you Of a life you had in the past When all you had to do Was make the love last Betrayal is what you chose This now must come to a close Hurt too many times By all your lies So I sit here wondering why You sit back and let my heart die The choices you made Will never fade I once believed in you Now I must move on too My pieces I will put back together But I will always remember The ones who betrayed me Now I will set myself free From the ones who hurt me deeply It's time for me to live freely So go on with my life I will Never again to sit still

You let me walk down the valley of sorrow Wondering if there will be a tomorrow As I sit here and waste away You lead me astray Believing in your love When all you wanted was my blood Now it is your turn to feel the pain No more sunshine, just rain Maybe one day you will realize You want me to be by your side My trust, you diminished Now we are finished I will move on Even if your gone I have a life to live And a lot of love to give Although you will receive none Maybe someday you will mourn The love you once knew Will be gone too As I am no longer here for you Betrayal is what you do One final last goodbye As my heart dies

No one knows the pain I feel No one knows the hurt inside No one knows what I've been through Or where I am going No one hears my cries No one sees the tears You think you know me But you really don't You think it'll get better But it won't Left alone in total darkness With no one there to talk to My life shattered apart My heart torn out No one will ever know No one will ever understand So please stop pretending When I know that you don't care

Alone in the night No one in sight Eyes fill with tears Mind fills with fears Heart fills with pain Nothing left to gain A soul torn apart Nothing left of the heart No where to go Nothing left to show Too much pain Slowly going insane Nothing but lies The last flower dies

Living in this world with no one around Going day to day without a sound Just following the same routine Everyday is the same scene Trying to reach out for someone Before she is gone Her heart is nothing but empty Only wanting to be set free Already dead inside Trapped in her own mind Alone and scared She has taken all she can bear Lost without a trace A smile never on her face Not letting anyone see her cry So she continues to live a lie Betrayed and hurt once again Somewhere she's already been Her heart can't be crushed Her mind will not be rushed Her emptiness will go away She knows soon, it will be her day To let all of her pain out And to let go of all of her doubts

The pain she feels inside No one left to confide Her heart pounding in fear No one left to hear The cries of her voice Left her with no other choice Standing alone in the rain With nothing but her pain Wondering if she'll ever be happy again No one knows where she's been Tormented and ashamed There is no one to blame She hides behind a mask She has questions afraid to ask Wondering what will become of her Her life is nothing but a blur Afraid to move on Everyone she loved is gone No one there to catch her falling Now she sits and waits for her calling Her heart shattered in pieces And her life ceases She wants to move on Before she is gone

My heart torn in two Once again, I am the fool For the lies and the deceit Once again, I am beat My heart cries in pain Slowly going insane All to much to bear No one there to care Left alone and stranded Once again, left branded Not knowing where to go Not knowing what to do Confused, hurt, and betrayed Lying in an open grave Life comes shattering around me No where for me to be Waiting for someone to come along And just let me belong Let me be who I am Without being damned A life forgotten Now that I've hit bottom

She sits in the pouring rain Her heart filled with pain She sits outside all alone Wanting to one day know Why her heart shatters in pieces And her life once again ceases Crumbling down around her she sees No room left to breathe Letting go of the past Not wanting the memories to last She looks back to try to make sense And figure out why so tense Everything comes crashing down And she tries not to frown Never shedding a tear Because she will not be filled with fear So hurt, tired, and used Not wanting to be abused Trying to follow a new path As she faces her final wrath She will not go down without a fight Because she knows, this time, her heart is right She knows what she needs to do And she guesses she always knew Now realizing the pain that was caused And starting to feel a little less lost Taking a good look of what is inside And finding a little girl terrified A broken spirit lingers to find Something a little more kind Not ever giving up hope Just trying to once again cope Trying not to be afraid Not wanting her life to fade Living through another painful day Begging the hurt to go away Just wanting someone to care Just needing someone there Not to be broken anymore Wanting to open up a new door A life that was never lived Because all she did was give Caring too much about everyone else Forgetting about herself Now she opens up her eyes And she tries to disguise The pain running through her soul And it has finally taken its toll Afraid to go to sleep The memories are way to deep Never wanting anything more Forgetting what she is fighting for Looking for that light The one twinkle that is so bright It seems too far to capture But her heart is pure One day she will realize She will not want to live a lie She closes the door to the past And finally can see at last