I open my eyes only to want to.close them again.
I need to run sumwhere far but my feet are in quicksand !
Slowly taking every part of me can you imagine wat it feels like to wake up with demons rt beside you saying" you aint good enuf!It isnt gonna get better!"
Each time telling myself babysteps ,babysteps feel like a war that you know your no way ready for ! You scream where are alllll you people that care as my lungs collapse from no AIR!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE HELL THE FIRE BURNING AND ERUPTING MY SOUL!
Take it make it gooooo away you Can have it I Dont want it noooo moreeee all right reserved to Lisa Lewis deep i kno