Geneva's blog: "one day at a time"

so it is the middle of 2020 and my mother has to go for surgery on the 30th, the dr said it was lung cancer so he is going in to removr whatever it is, she will be in the hospital a few days, i am concerned about what is going on b ut i know it's best to find out what it is exactly. so many thoughts going through my mind, i am the one that is going to have to be with her and to care for her animals. i am just scared it is or will be something bad. i honestly am worried about it all but i know it's better knowing than not knowing.,....my uncle is also going through some cancer issues, they are brother and sister so even double the worry and concern i am trying to take each day as it comes but sometimes i just want to run and hide away but i know that doesn't do any good.