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Hi Fu.
Well Before Dec 25/2019, I was walking 10+ miles per day on average and other things. Somewhow, within A 24 hour period, everything changed for me moving forward and now, as of Feb 08/2020, this is where I stand.
I have Atrial Fibrillation of my heart. In laymans terms, the top half of the heart now beats 3-4x faster than the bottom half. Now It also means the top half of my heart is enlarged and sort of surrounded in fluid which means that it too can't be fixed; short of a transplant.
That said, I'm now on blood thinners permanantly with the hope that these thinners will somehow prevent the bottom half of my heart from pooling and clotting and thereby not take me down while either on Fu or anywhere else in the real world or virtual world.
This is process. I've discovered that the Warfarin pills that allow me to not fear blood clotting also have this crazy RED BULL buzz that totally screws up the sleep process.
Anyways, I basically have one of two choices with my life moving forward. I can either submit to a hospital with all its BS and no real option to quality of life or move forward on what I believe my path should be with the support of a medical specialist who cares about me the person.
In short, I'm trying, with my Dr's help to regain my walking life and seeing my fellow patriots doing the grind to better their health and my DR is all for making that possible.
He's a creative, individual sort and not afraid to tell the world to buzz off and truly does have his patients interests at full centre. He invites feedback and change and realizes that life does not fall into one neat little book of health values as so many other health professionals would wish that for you/me.
Futhermore, he gets a patient has the right to say when something is not working and why. He listens and if you tell him that you changed his directive but explain to him why, he's ok with that. In short...shit happens...I've been his patient for 10+ years..I've earned that right !
Lastly, I have a musical composition to complete for a beautiful little girl who stole my heart years ago who died of lukemia but touched my soul forever. God, be whomever you believe is or is not, has somehow allowed me to retain knowlege and performance skills , thatI should not otherwise have.
"Monkika" is coming and I think its my destiny to finish and publish before....well....Just saying !
U all be cool Fu
Bry
