355066's blog: "once agian lock my heart and throw the key away"

Body: - Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the cheek and not only on her mouth - when you walk with her walk slowlyand by your self - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you UNLESS YOU MEAN IT - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her. - say hi to you every time you see her girls repost as - A True Boyfriend Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday

Its killin me ... i did fall asleep for like a few hours for once and i just woke up and was wishin that this was all a nightmare... but it is a nightmare but its real.... i want my jack jack back..... shit doesnt feel right with out him.... like im missing something...sometimes i wanna cry but im trien to hold the tears back... i love him i really doo. but i fucked up by not opening myself all the way up to him.. i was trien to be careful cuz i didnt want to be hurt agian.. but look where im at.. im in the same boat as before... i hope he comes back soon....other wise idk what im gonna do..imma go emo.........lol

yea well it does.... alot.....

Okay so Here is a small update... so far From dec. I had my bday turned 18. then on dec i got back with my baby boy jack ^.^ didnt see that one coming lol.. glad it did. that made the end of my year so awsome. my family didnt have a big christmas get together on my mothers side because my grandfather is ill and everyone else was basically sick. there was one for my fathers side. and i have gone to the boddes christmas (dads side) since i was lil just me n my dad because my mom doesnt like his side of the family cuz they judge her. and well the one year that i dont get to go my sister her fiancee and my baby nephew hunter and my lil bro go too. i know it may not seem like much but it was.. but oh well... and then new years eve. i spent that with my grandmother.. i know most people got drunk but yea i went over to my grandparents house i love them to death.. but yea i mean life has been hard in certain areas. mainly cuz i wanna get a job but idk why im not tryin as hard as i should be. i mean i had a job at bk but they didnt call to tell me when to come in and i should of called them back but i didnt... but then agian they were just part time and i want full time... and i was 6.75 n hour i could go to taco bell on barry road and make 8 an hour.. and ive had experince so im sure id make a lil bit more then that lol.. so yea. i mean now that im thinkin bout all this its makin me wanna go out n get a job shit money to do what ever i want.. but chris the person who i need help to get a house from is not doin his part at alll . and thats pissen me off. cuz he lied... me how ever im serious about wantin to get a place but i cant not all by myself which sucks booooty. but idk what imma do now he fucked my plans up hardcore. and he isnt goin back to school so why not get a job n move out.. oh well. let him live with him mom forever shit he is 20 gonna be 21 and thinks its perfectly fine to live with her... oh well i guess... lol his life not mine.. bit today is mine n jacks first month ann. bein back to gether.. the first night we met would of been july 26th 06. haha i have good memory.. well i also know it was a sat night and the last weekend of july lol. i love you baby boy! mwah

THAT I LOVE MY BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!! *dances* ^.^

well just some thoughts n random things lol k i want a puppy lol... i think it would be sweet if someone was to give me a dosen roses 11 real one fake.. cuz i think it would be soo friggen sweet.. u know if they were to say ill love you till the last one dies. cuz it would be fake and wont die yea u get my point lol... but hmm im tired lol.. bored.. bout to take a shower.. clean some more... make a cd... idk what imma do lol.. blahhhh....

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To every girl that has been cheated on because -- shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy. - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. - To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak. - To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth -- just to get a boyfriend. - To every girl who lies awake at night -- thinking about him. - To every girl that just wants -- to cuddle. - To every girl that just wants to sleep with him -- without having sex everytime. - To every girl who shows how much she cares -- and gets nothing back. - To every girl that doesnt want a guy who -- just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels. -To every girl who wants -- WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONs - To every girl that fell for all the lies -- only to find themselves alone in the end. - To every girl that gave her heart away -- to have it shoved back in her face. -----If you are a nice girl repost this as "To every girl." -----If you are a guy that thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things... repost it as "I am looking for this girl." -----If your a guy thats taken write "I have this girl

as i am sitting here.... thinking of the day.. that you went away... and dreaming of the day that you will return... and thinking of the day you will never go away... and ur heart will be mine for ever and for always... i do not wish for anything more.. but for you to just turn around and leave that whore... -courtney