David Sydal's blog: "nothingness"

one who was torn and rejected now spreads his hatred as he was infected not a thought in his mind is flowing so his evil must be growing as his victims plea for beg for forgivness and beg for their lives he's just trying to set the wrong things right. for all the things that were done cant go unpunished for too long it drives poor souls to the brink of humanity it makes them into monsters ones that cant be reasoned with nor controlled . it makes them into the blackest of angels a new threat that becomes a evil seed that spans into everyday life for everyone that holds him down bless them with a kiss and let their body hit the ground and sink into the abyss and never to rise again

"miss you" miss you like crazy miss you in my crazy and lonely world miss you like a lost kitten that I looked so hard for and could not find miss you cuz i really do miss you and your cute ways miss your beauty and intelligence in front of me miss getting hugs from you miss having you around when im alone miss you more than you'll ever know

No longer what am I what she put in my head The Ugliness is dead all that is left is a swan beautiful and free all that is left to be there is more to me than what you see and so much more than of what is left to come intelligent and sweet, sweeps you off your feet and as poetic as a modern day romeo . Kind and caring , romantically daring and a spirit that is unique and bold writing this from the heart what a great place to start Blessed by the ones that I love and the Heavens above I swim off into the sunset like a swan I am quiet I am peaceful I am loving I am meaningful like a swan I am not alone copyright 2007 David Allen Bosley

poem 4/14/07 Current mood: scared i was the one who treated you like shit and kept you hidden from others oh wait that wasnt me. i was the one that cheated on you while you wernt looking oh wait that wasnt me i was the one that beated you and threatened ya if you told sorry not that person either i was the person that just wanted one night stands and run away the next morning while you were a sleep wouldnt stoop to that level , next I was the one who could've prevented you from falling on your face by helping you out of the car but i didnt not him either I was the one that gave a damn, who'd give my heart my spirit to make any one happy. to bring a smile to one's face and bring stability of love to your life that is me and i get chosed over by oompa loompa lowlifes that do the other above things how they deserve to have love in there lives i dont know but i know in the end all will be justified david allen bosley

love is a lie like fairy tales as told as a child the concept of love is filled in our brains enough is enough end the bullshit love does not exist im proven fact and im not gonna take it anymore your perfect mate who gives a flying fuck they dont exist wake up its not happening stop the insanity cut the cord end the myth before it rots your heart people say im full of hate im only giving back what was given to me i will one day smile when the world is on trial for the shit that has filled my head i hope all is punished for teaching this lie and noone is forgotten take this "love" and shove it far back up where the sun just doesnt seem to shine I was was the child that sat in the corner waiting for the love of my life to come i kept believing and believing but its nothing more than like santa claus tales tales and more fucking tales im left so cold and frozen from being tossed away again and again it will forever remind me how i ugly i am -david allen bosley

the person this is written about probably wont ever see this so here goes nothing. the paintings in my mind dont even scratch the surface or truly describe what i think or how I feel about you. i want and welcome you with open arms you can come and go when you please. you took my heart by suprise and made me realize that your the one i hope to love. there is so much to like about you so much that makes me feel comfortable when i talk to you it feels good when your happiness rubs off on me i feel i have a reason to to try my hardest like a extra kick to my ass to be less a slacker your beautiful no matter what what anybody says your fine the way you are and i wouldnt change a thing about you and i'd do anything to keep you feeling like your special cuz you really are dont know how you feel bout me but i know how i feel about you i know im otherworldly but i keep you in my heart when i say i need you. -david a bosley

more of my grand words all rolled into one lol there's a light out there,in your light i stare. in the light that shines on to me i cant be denied it pushes me harder and harder than ever before out of the darkness and into the light im back on earth and i found all my might talk to the angels and hear all their words walk with me and we'll feed the poor birds share the time face the light and live to its grandest the power of the child in the white and blue the child that you never knew ....

fucking rocks i listened to it over and over today this was well worth the wait

Being of body spirit and mind Everyone gather at the gates and listen to the truth Can you hear the bells ring as he draws near Know there is no way of knowing he is here You have no where to go no one to run to I see that the future is near and im on the forefront Salute me as your leader and rise above the normal Angels fall slowly from grace Consume the enemy Understand why i brought you here Now the time has come Torment the one who brought it on their self