My uncle killed himself when I was two years old. 26 years later, our family has still not healed over the loss of him. You can't give up even when you feel like God is peeing on you. You have to get back up on your feet and realize your own strength lies within. You are not a product of the experiences you have endured. You are a product of the attitude you choose. Life is bigger than your sorrows. Life is so much bigger than all that goes wrong. There will be times where you want to give up and give in. I get it. I went through it. Oh... and you don't die. Your soul lives on forever... and when you commit suicide you're either stuck on Earth as a ghost or reincarnated to relearn your lifes lessons that your soul was intended to learn in the lifetime you chose to end. The point of life is to live, love and learn. Grow from your "mistakes" for they add character. You can't gain wisdom from inexperience.