some people dont understand certain things in life and some have it harder then others.....some poeple like me have no freakin life....i say this cause everyone treats people like shyt...like my ex my sons mom say she dont have time to do anything and she gets mad when i cant watch the boy.....i love him to death but when when his here she dont want me going out.....how the hell am i suppose to find someone to date and or just go out when i work monday through fri and on the weekends i have the boy i can never get out of my house......but she can stay out all night and ask me if she can date this guy or not dont ask me she can do what she wants but the only thing i say is hr better not hurt my son in anyway.....what am i doing wrong........why the hell can i not get out of my house.....i started drinking which is a bad thing....but i dont drink when my son is here....i no better then to do that.......ps..tasha dont tell me u cant do anything when ur always going out and hanging with all these guys and u only talk to me to see when i am getting the boy......and stop complaining....bout not having time for anything u do more then me i work...sleep...watch the boy.... srry if this blog is confusing or just stupid im just plastard to all hell and hard to type, and see straight....im just trying not to ose it most likely their b more and more of these over the next few days.......u can reply if u want to help me figure stuff out but personally i dont care i have had it....been like this for yrs iv been single and stressen and putting up with peoples crap and having emotions torn up for many yrs......i saw this comeing.........
