Luffy's blog: "New beginning"

The dark was cold...the pain unrelenting, tears fell unnoticed...swallowed up by the void that surrounded him. Fingers dug at the ground, flesh torn, blood spilling on the cold earth as he sought to free himself of this prison. His breathe was shallow as if the entire world was pushing down on him...cruel...and unrelenting. He tried to speak yet he could not, his voice long gone from the screams. skin cold, his body racked by pain, he let his head lay against the cold ground as if seeking answers from it. Nothing happened, no solace, no decrees that all would be fine. His heart torn assunder, mind flung into the cold depths of despair...time becoming a cruel tormentor. His mind lay shattered like pieces of broken glass...sctatterd and lost amid the dirt. As he felt the caressing fingers of finality, death, end...something he wished would come, and end to the pain, his breath caught in his throat. "Why...why me?...why did this happen to me? I tried...i tried so hard to be good." His own words seemed hollow...full of bitter reminder of what he lost, what he gave up a cost that was too high. As he finally let go, cursed himself to whatever fate was waiting for him he felt something. At first he though himself mad, beyond sane thought, but it only grew...a small warmth. "what is this? More torment? LEAVE ME BE!!" he shouted with all he had left, his voice cracking...broken as he was. The warmth did not fade, did not abandon him...it continued to grow. Scared, and broken...he decided to look up....a hope...something, and what met his eyes hurt so badly, yet made him smile. "why?...why are you here?" he sounded pitiful, but she didn't care...she merely reached out for him, not completely...but enough...he had to want it too. He shivered, pain, and terror struck him...making him want to curl up and let go...yet he somehow found strength in what she meant.... so with shaking hands he reached out. Slowly...time seeming to span all eternity.....would he ever reach her...was it a trick....despair started creeping into his mind and heart. Then as he was about to break for the final time he felt that touch, her kind hand clasped his, and as his eyes turned up again he saw that smile.....he was saved. " I'm here sean......I'm here." Jen told him, and he began to heal...he felt love, purpose...life.