Babygirl's blog: "My trip to Lawton"

Well i thought I had me a good one... He is a truck driver... Ok My friend works at a truck stop and he had come in there and she had got his number for me... So she brought it home and said call him he is single and of course he is a truck driver... I told her I am not going to call him, I do not like to call guys first.Well I got the nerve up and I called him and I was thinking god that he did not answer the phone... I left him a voicemail. Well the next day he called me back and we talked for a minute and he said that he was going to be back in town on Tuesday if I wanted to come and meet him. Well of course I did and from that moment on we just clicked and it was meant to be for both of us... HAHA (yeah right) So anyway I would go on the road with him for a week and come home on the weekends, then the next week the same way and this went on for a month and then on Thursday the 1st of Feb I called him for some advice and he went crazy on me and told me that I had to many problems and he did not want all that... I said I do not have no problems but this one and it can be fixied... Well he told me that he has been by his self for a year and he likes it like that and he was not ready for anyone... Well being 44 yrs old he better hurry and decide if he wants to settle down or not...So never the less we are done and I am so heart broken I loved that man alot... He was everything I have been looking for. They are not all like him and hard to find. This probably bored you and I am sorry just wanted to post it cause I have friends that are wondering what is going on and now they can read this and they will know...

I went to Lawton,OK today to visit a friend, and did not know that I was going to meet someone that she is trying to set me up with ok. I thought I was just going to visit her and then I would meet him some other time so I did not go looking real hot, Well lord and behold her old man and of course this guy came home for lunch and guess what... YES I was there,, HMMM I did not say much if anything to him and I was so embarrased. Now I don't know if I want to see him again. He seen me in my worst.. NOT GOOD.