sparklingdimond15's blog: "my thoughts"

i sit here typing and thanking you with tears of joy. You have been there for my since my grandmother has died. You didnt half to care for me or even love but you treated me as if i was your own. You have been the greatest mom in my life and i just want to thank you over and over. You took care of my family for easter and that will never be forgotten. You lended me pillow to sleep on A plate to eat on A bed to sleep on A bath to shower in and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for taking me in and being the best mother ever. i

She changed my diapers. She dressed my for school. She took my to Mc.donalds for breakfest. She drove me to school. She took me shopping. She gave me money. She gave me her love and kindness. She was a mother i never had. March 28, 2003 i told her i hate her and wish she would die and walked out the door. 3:00 pm i came walking threw the door. My dad sits me down and tells me the worse new i could ever hear. My grandmother was in the hospital. March 29-31 i stayed by her side crying a wishing that i never said that to her. I told her over and over im sorry. I thanked her for all the things she did for me. I hope that would heal her broken heart. April 1,2003 i watched my grandma pass away take her last breath. Years went by i kept thinking she died because of me. but i knew that she accepted my apoligy. She was my mother i never had and now she is my guardian angel. and she is in my heart and by my side always and forever. One day i will be with her. Happy mothers day mommom i love you and miss you and again im sorry!!