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*sigh* how can you know if the one you Love the most still love you... if they dont show the affection they used too.... or say those 3 little words that can make the heart swell so much.... i miss doing the stuff we used too..... maybe i should just give up saying it all since they dont say it back.... I Love her so much.... all i feel like is a burden to her... all i do is cry... cant sleep... rarely eat... sooo many question going around in my head... some i want answers too... some i scared to ask... others i just dunno if i want to know the answers too.....
I grab my chest as my heart shatters... not knowing if you still Love and care about me... how can i know if dont show me the affection like you used too... i dunno what happened... or what i have done wrong.... i tell you everyday how much i love and care about you... but im lucky if i hear those 3 little words that can make me smiles once a month... how can i know if you still care about me... how can i know if you still love me... if you dont show it..... i cant even show the world how much you mean to me.... Leaving little love notes for you anywhere were people you might know can see them... its like i am a secret you wish to bury somewhere.... its hurts and can feel my heart breaking more..... im so lost and confused... i Love you soo much that i would give my life to save you.... i dunno what i should do.... keep going on trying to show you how much i care about you and hoping you will come back around.... or give up chasing after you after being pushed away for sooo many months..... I shall always love and care about..... i have from the every beginning....
*Sigh* Another Night laying here thinking about that one special person.... and another night of just getting ignored.... i honestly dunno what to do anymore... try and try to be the best person i can be... but how can i do that when all i get is pushed away.... how can i just find the courage just to end my shitty life.... they would mostly likely never miss me...
*sigh* my world has turned upside down.... the one person i care about the most this this world... doesnt seem to care about me anymore... i just dunno what to do anymore... it hurts so badly.... wish i had the courage to just end it all.... no one i know would miss me anyway...
*sigh* please go away depression... tired of you messing with my head, heart and dreams.... *sigh* maybe i should jsut end it all with my life.... no one going to miss me at all....
