Belladonna's blog: "My Profile"

Today Jason from The 213 Magazine came to interview me. Originally he was coming over to do an "on set" type piece, but since I got sick, it changed... sort of, to a day in the life of story. He's still going to come back on set when I shoot again, we just have no idea when we'll do it. I typically don't have people on my sets unless they're doing stories or documentaries and such. I went about my typical day with today and he watched me edit some scenes for my website and then we went to Samy's Camera in L.A. to get a new camera for me to start shooting POV scenes.



I was inspired yesterday with Claire and I want to start shooting more. I'll leave the "real" scenes to Aiden, but I'm very excited to start shooting my Girl/Girl POV style scenes! But I had to get a smaller camera to do these shoots because using a big prosumer type camera is just way to hard to hold. I mean, it's okay to hold for a few minutes, but try doing it for 40 minutes WHILE you're trying to have sex with the girl. it's a nightmare, so I hope this smaller camera will work out much better. The cons are this new camera will look like video and not like my typical movies because it doesn't have the 24 frames option. It's also not that great in low light situations... like natural lighting. So it does occasionally blur in and out of focus when you move too quickly. So I hope you can all get past the shortcomings of this camera with the intense heated passion you're seeing on screen! His story should come out soon, it will be on his website and also in print and I will put the links to the story when its up!

So today began pretty shitty. I woke up and was supposed to shoot my flexi-girl scene with Claire Adams, just to find out that I have tonsillitius. I can only figure I got it from putting dirty toes in my mouth from yesterday, or the day before. If I've told you once, I've told you a million times... It's a dirty job, but someone's got to do it! And who better to do it than you? Me! Belladonna! I love my job, but if it ain't the most exhausting work I've ever done. Anyway, enough of the depressing talk. Let's look at the brighter side of things. Instead of cancelling Claire since she was already here and in makeup, I decided she should stay and Aiden would shoot her in a bonus scene for the website or something. But Aiden had a brilliant idea. He said, "Why don't YOU shoot the scene." I always told him that I wanted to start shooting and get practice by shooting solo girls. This was my chance. Even though I hate to be put on the spot, I was up for the challenge. Aiden said I did really good taking stills and shooting the video, he looked only at the finally product after setting up the cameras for me and letting me do my thing. I hope you guys all like what I shot! It was my frist time and it will be on the Fetish Fanatic 6 DVD as a bonus scene! I will still shoot my scene with Claire when I get back from Australia. The thing that sucks is this release will be pushed back until June because we don't have enough time to shoot and edit the movie by the deadline. May's release will be Odd Jobs 2! I do hope you all love Odd Jobs part one that you will be so excited to see the second part the following month. I hope I'm not shooting myself in the foot on this one. No pun intended! ;) ha ha! Anyway... for the rest of the week, I will just be editing and planning my overseas trip. I'm still trying to figure out what clothes I'm going to wear! I don't know what to bring, I don't know what the weather will be like in Cairns. Help me help me help me!!!!! I don't even know what I have to do there besides signing. I think they're taking us out to dinner and also to a masquerade ball! Oh some other good news, Aiden made an appointment with the pool designer today, she will be coming out to survey the area and give us an estimate on the 27th. So we're planning on a pool and a studio/office. Hope the city is okay with that!! If not, it will be a pool and "pool house". And when I say "pool house", I mean studio/office *wink wink* I guess that's all that's new in the crazy, busy life that I call mine.



Belladonna's question of the day: "Would you rather be homeless or in prison? Why?"

I finally got to work with the beautiful Roxy DeVille today! Let me just say, when I think of perfect feet on a girl in adult entertainment, this is the girl I ALWAYS come up with. Feet just don't get better than hers. And don't even let me get started on her other naughty parts! I had a lot of fun with her today and I hope she has just as much fun with me! I always get nervous my first time with a girl I've never been with before. I don't know what they really like, or what they want me to do to them, so it's a little hard starting out, but as time goes on, you get to know the person and get more comfortable with them. This is why I like to shoot girls with other girls first, so i can "feel" them out and see if they are girls that'd I'd be interested in working with myself. But I shot Roxy twice before this scene and I was STILL nervous a little with her. I'm pretty comfortable with her now, so when I shoot her again... look out! She was telling me a story about a slave she owns, and man did she make it sound so hot! But she always tells us that she doesn't feel very comfortable talking shit, but she does it oh so god damn good!



After we shot, guess what we ate? Louise's again! Yum yum yum! It feels so good to be able to each a big dinner after all day of not eating! I guess I'm just rambling now.. I should go and get ready for tomorrows scene with Claire. You know its very taxing on my body to shoot 5 days in a row. But do you know why I do it? I do it for all of you! So take two and thank me in the morning!

Wow. What a long and tiring weekend. Don't get me wrong, I had fun, but just exhausting. I'll kinda of start backwards with this, starting with today. I'm shooting all week this week for Fetish Fanatic 6. Today's shoot was me and Rebeca Linares, which I found out is spelled with only one "c". I got a call earlier in the morning from her agent telling me that her test was not back yet, but that AIM had given him a verbal of her STDs. They were negative, however her HIV test was still pending. Usually when this happens, it means they screwed something up and had to retest the sample. But, by the time we were in make and ready for some sex, the test results were in. She was fully clean and ready to eat me!



This was my first time working with Rebeca. I was so anxious to work with her, she is beautiful, she's from spain and she has the smallest feet! I'm sure you can just imagine that I took advantage of that fact and did some very naughty things with them! Rebeca is VERY ticklish, but she held up pretty good during the scene. I got to have my "me" time with her before the scene actually began, so you will see all of that on the behind the scenes disc!



On Saturday night when I got home from Seattle, I asked Aiden if he wanted to go to the Beach on Sunday and he said yeah. So, instead of driving for an hour to Malibu on Sunday morning, we decided to stay at the Viceroy Hotel near Santa Monica Beach. We originally wanted to stay in Malibu in a hotel on the beach, but the only one we could find was being renovated and wouldn't be opened until June 15th. Oh well. We didn't go to El Matador this time. We went to another beach, which the name escapes me at the moment, but the point is, it was full of rocks and seaweed. So i started my "clean the beach" campaign early.





I know that its natural for seaweed to wash up on the shore, but it just looks gross with all those black flies swarming in it. So I threw a bunch of it back to sea and made piles away from my sight! I want a clean looking beach! No bugs! Aiden didn't shower the morning of, so there were flies swarming on him too, that and that fact that he's paper white. He looked like a horse twitching trying to get rid of them.



Ahhh... my Castle Megastore signing. It went EXTREMELY well! I did a double signing with Ron Jeremy, which I don't think that I would like to do anymore. I mean it wasn't bad, but I just didn't like the chaos that was happening because of people only there to see me and still having to go in Ron's line and then get into another line to meet me after being in his line for 2 hours. Anyway... other than that, the signing was so great. I love going up to the Washington area, it seems like have so many great fans from there that always come out and support me! I had some of the Oregon staff drive 5 hours all the way down just to stand in my line for 2 hours to see me again! And they brought me a gift basket of healthy food!!! I love you guys, thank you soooo much! I also go to see the wonderful, VERY generous, T.T. again! Thank you so so so much for all of the support you've given me in the very short time you've known of me! I went out to dinner after the signing with some of the staff, Bryan and Scum of Tempe. I don't think I've ever laghed so hard listening to those two go back and forth. A couple of real jokesters! Well, I just order dinner from Louise's Trattoria and it just arrived, so I'm gonna go eat it!

First off, I have to apologize for not blogging yesterday. It seems that I've gotten too busy for my own good! I had to run errands all day yesterday, like buying some wardrobe for my Tukwila signing at Castle Megastore on the 9th! For all you new comers that haven't read all my old blogs yet! Ron Jeremy will be there signing with me! I went to AIM Healthcare to get tested. Got my eyebrows done at Anastasia. At 6 a.m. I went training, which has been going really well! In fact too well! Today I was too sore to go again this morning. I picked up my fan mail, which I will open on a video blog so you all can get my 1st, honest reaction to what I get! Should be a fun experiment... we'll see! I also have to regret, I was unable to book Ashley Blue for Fetish Fanatic 6. She was not available on the only other open day I had, so I will have to book her in the future! She is booked up every day until April right now. But I did just book Sammi Rodes to fill in her slot! I've heard really good things about this girl, anyone seen her in action? I'm trying to get my new office situated, so I moved all my filing cabinets up there yesterday, with NO help from Aiden! Boo! But I'm a tough girl, I don't need any help from anyone!!!! I just finished making 50 copies of my iODiNEGiRL promotional discs for Evil Angel a few minutes ago. I feel really proud of myself for being so productive and being on time with everything now. I know I keep saying this, but its a really big deal to me! The electric guy came by today to check out the office. It seems that all of our equipment is running at about 14 amps on a 15 amp breaker, so whenever I tried to turn on my computer, Aiden's would all shut down! ha ha. No, not really ha ha. Because if Aiden can't work, you guys don't get to watch me! So the electrician changed the breaker to a 20amp, the highest he said he could put. After he left, there was another surge. So he may have to come back for a temporary fix by running a line from the kitchen up to the office. Why only a temporary fix? Because in 3 months, we're planning on putting a pool in that awful looking "back hill" yard behind the house. Along with the pool, we want to build a stuio office, with lots of power to run all of Aiden's technology! Aiden runs around the house screaming MORE POWER, MORE POWER! He's also been begging me for a pool since last summer. He wants to use Ultimate Water Creations to do the pool. Anyone ever heard of them? or have any other referals for the type of work this guy does? Earlier today, I went to Portofino to get my fake tan! I have to wash it off in 20 minutes. And I also did another update for the website! Yay me! I'm so happy that I'm learning to edit! I love to learn!!!! Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I got a pedicure yesterday, which brings me onto my foot fetish.











It all began a mere 3 years ago. I never really paid too much attention to feet before, although I didn't hate them either. But when Aiden came into my life, that all changed. Aiden probably has the biggest foot fetish that I know of. But that isn't saying much because I dont really know many other people who are into feet. It seems MOST guys in the industry are not into feet either, which really makes it hard to book foot fetish scenes. I'll try to get Aiden to perform more with me so I can use my feet on him, because he loves it! Anyway...I guess when I found out that he liked feet, it made me want to turn him on more by using my feet, and that's just what I did. But it didn't stop there, I started to do in my scenes as well with other girls, and I started to really enjoy it. I started becoming a foot fetishist myself! I can really appreciate a girl, or guy with nice feet! But I think I love my own feet just as much as somneone elses! I love to see my toes painted, I love to see my feet on a guys chest when hes doing me! I love having my toes sucked on and I love sucking on my own toes! I love dangling my shoes from my big toe, I love driving in the car with my bare feet out the window. I love trampling and I love being trampled. I love being barefoot, I love wearing sexy open toed heels! Would you say I have a foot fetish or does everyone feel the same way about feet? I wanna hear from all the people out there who HATE feet too! What are your thoughts on it?

What a better way to spend the weekend than sweeping away the old and getting ready for the new! I finally got around to cleaning up the office balcony so I can do some nude sunbathing! I wanted to get some live bamboo to plant, but when I looked online, I found that there are a billion different types and zones they can live in and height and depth to plant them. It's very overwhelming!! Does anyone out there know about Bamboo??? I need some advice! I just have this 13'x13' roof balcony that I want to have planters in with high enough bamboo to make some privacy, but not block out the sun. I guess I could just go to the nursery and tell them what I want but it seems that customer service these days have their heads up their asses when it comes to knowledge about their jobs. Ya feel me? On Saturday night, it was such a beautiful night, I invited some of my friends over for a BBQ, none of them could make it. :( I ate all alone. Just kidding, Aiden cooked for me and sat next to me while I ate. I had BBQ chicken and he ate three dead cows. Yuck. Well I guess I ate a Philly cheesesteak the other day! But I ALWAYS buy organic beef! No hormones and no antibiotics!



On Sunday, I finally got to catch up on Heros, I watched about 4 episodes in a row, and I'm really into that show now! Lost sucks. I'm over it already, give me my damn ending. I bet they won't end it. I bet they'll end it like X-Files by making it a 2 hour MOVIE that we all have to pay $20 to see how it ends! I also went to Barnes & Noble at the Grove in West LA. Wanna know what I did there? I looked a books! What else would I do. I got an oatmeal & raisin cookie and some peach tea and read a book called LA Lofts to get some inspirations for decorating. And what did I see in that book? My old loft on Melrose/Cahuenga Blvd! Pretty crazy, it looked a lot better than it did when I was shooting there! Oh well. I never said I was a designer! Today I scheduled my movie for April, Manhandled #2. I plan on doing 2 scenes in that movie, one with Tony T and one with Mark Wood and Mr.Pete, if he says ok! The rest of the scenes are Rebecca Linares with Mark Wood and Mr. Pete, Natasha Nice with Kurt Lockwood, Ashley Blue with Tony T, and Jada Fire with Mark Wood. I paid some bills. We all know how fun that is. I talked to Junker for some wardrobe for my Washington signing, so I will be going to their downtown LA warehouse to look at some stuff tomorrow! I can't wait, they asked me to be in their fashion show in March, but I will be in Australia. So maybe next time! Oh yeah, and I finalized the dates for that trip. It kinda sucks because I will fly out on the 19th, and when I get there, it will already be the 21st. Then we land in Melbourne, stay the night and then fly out in the morning for 4 more hours to Cairns. Then I sign for two days, and then fly home. It's going to be an 8 day trip. I'm sure it's going to be a lot of fun, but I'm definately not looking forward to all the flying, the jet lag and the missing days! I have a couple new auctions up too! So check them out if you get a chance! And now I'm going to have dinner at the Good Earth and then come home and try to get lucky! I'm horny!!!!

Today was a sort of lazy day for me. No shooting, not really working. Just lounging around. Since I didn't have much to do and Aiden had to drop off the master of Odd Jobs to Evil Angel, I decided to join him for the ride. I actually had one thing to do and that was to do a final (final) interview with Stephen Dark for the Salt Lake City Weekly story he's doing on me and the adult industry. We talked for about 30 minutes before Aiden yelled at me to hurry up! So I called him back on my cell and continued while on the road.



At Evil Angel, I finished the interview and went in to talk to the VP, Chris Norman. I asked him if I could use the scene I did with Aiden last week on the DVD because neither Aiden nor I had a valid AIM test during the time we shot. So he said Yes as long as John Stagliano is okay with it. So I'm hoping he is! I also talked with Xtian at DVDemon. He does the DVD menus for all our movies. He had to talk to Aiden about the menu design for iODiNEGiRL. They also talked about doing a 3D logo animation for me as well.



On the way home, Aiden had to stop at the Apple store again to get another Airport. He has about 6 of them all around the house. So now I can finally print from my laptop again! YAY! But he was bitching that they would not sell him one for the new G5 because Apple said they have to install it, so now he has to bring the tower all the way back to the store and leave it overnight. I got Wetzels Pretzels before we left! MMMM yummy cheesy buttery baked dough! Gotta keep my ass big and fat for you all!



So yeah today was pretty boring, now I'm eating Sushi Dan and watching Narnia. Aiden is editing, like usual. I guess it was more of an Aiden day today than a me day, but I felt that you guys all wouldn't mind hearing about it!

Yesterday, Aiden had to go to the Apple store to get a replacement battery for his laptop, they told him he had to replace it online. So instead of wasting a trip, I ended up buying a new editing system! I'm so excited, I'm motivated, I'm on a roll! I feel like I can get so much more done now that Aiden has taught me how to make video clips and update the site! It's also a lot easier than I thought it was! Of course, once the new machine is setup, Aiden is going to take it and give me his old one. That shit always happens right? Well, no, he explained it to me and I agree with him. The new machine is twice as fast as his and he needs more power to render our movies, I don't need that much speed for just doing video clips for the website. So, if he can make movies fast, that means I can make MORE movies, so you all benefit as well! 2007 is going to be a very successful and prosperous year for Belladonna Entertainment! I hope you all continue to enjoy my work and learn from me. Oh, I took new pictures last night, I don't know if you all saw them yet or not, but go ahead and give them a peek! I'm really excited about them, hurry up before MySpace deletes them!! Tonight I'm going to UCI for a Q&A for a Sociology of Sexuality class. I'm about to leave in a half our to go down to Orange County. I want to avoid the rush hour traffic on the 405 that starts and 2pm and doesn't let up until after 7:30pm. California traffic is absolutely bull shit! But you get used to it. Good thing I have this cool Belladonna Entertainment Toyota Scion to help me get around! Haha! I'll write more when I get home tonight! Wish me luck! Belladonna's Affirmation of the Day: "I am prosperous!"

I need to be less physical in my relationship with Aiden and more verbal. Yesterday, while I was editing video clips for my website, I was so proud that I did the whole process myself, I asked Aiden if he was proud of me and he said YES! And I told him I didn't need him to do it anymore because I could do it myself and he said finally its his turn to take a 3 years break, I got mad at that because it's not like I wasn't doing anything for the last 3 years and he was. So I punch him in the ear. He got so mad I didn't know what he was going to do to me. But he calmly just told me, Michelle, you need to be more verbal and less physical. Instead of punching someone in the ear when you're mad, you need to talk about your feelings. Like tell me I'm a lazy and fat or something instead. I think Aiden is the most patient and understanding man I've ever met, and I'm so grateful to have him in my life. So with that being said, I've finally done my STD blog for you, but instead of writing it, I've done it in a video blog! Hope you all enjoy it!

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While I felt like I was on a roll all night, I decided to do another video blog for you today since the last one was so popular. I guess it was a bit long so it had to be split into 3 parts. Part one I talk about my video blogs, being a fan, Tukwila Washington, Editing videos and being a girl! In part two I talk about my tattoos, writing a book, my unique talent, fans again and positive thinking! And in part 3 I sing Sade, Ani DiFranco, Cranberries, Starspangled Banner and the fire truck song! I hope you enjoy watching them as much as I enjoyed making them!

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Do you remember the days when you used to go roller skating? Well I do. And I always remember the roller skating rink as my first kissing experience. Yes, that's right, my first kiss was at Skate World in Seaford, Delaware. I even had my own pair of speed skates with the pink nitro wheels. 50 bucks they were. I had to beg my mom to buy them for me and $50 was a lot of money to her! Claire and I must have crossed brain waves that day. She called Aiden that day and asked him if we wanted to go roller skating, but he never told me about it. Later on, I told him I wanted to go roller skating, he asked if I had talked to Claire and I said no. It was meant to be. So we went. I looked online to find the closest rink, and I found Skateland in Northridge. More like sweat/vomit land. The skates I rented were still warm and moist when I put them on. Eewwwwww. So gross. I wish I brought my own spray to disinfect them. It's kind of funny because I didn't get the same feeling from Skateland that I did from Skate World when I was 12. But I did have fun. And that was the point. But one thing is for sure. I still know how to move on those skates! I'm thinking about investing in a pair of my own! I was even inspired to shoot an all girl orgy in a skating rink! Don't know if it will ever happen, but I'm definitely going to look into it! After skating, we came home and watched LOST! I feel like I'm lost watching it because the huge break they took between episodes. I'm ready for some answers! How long can they keep us in the dark and not explain anything from Season 1! And speaking of LOST. On Sunday, I went to eat at my favorite French bakery, Le Pain Quotidien. It must have been Oscar night because it was swarming with celebrities. Okay, maybe it wasn't swarming, but Andrea Zuckerman from 90210 was there along with the guy that played the liquid metal terminator in part 2! How does that have anything to do with Lost? Because he also played a role in Season 1. His name was Hibbs. Didn't have anything else to do on Sunday, so we went to the Beverly Center and I bought a new iPod. I got the 80gig version because I filled up my nano which I never thought I would do because Aiden told me that it had plenty of room for all my music. Aiden must have not thought that I would like having an iPod or even use it that much, why else would he suggest I buy the nano? I think he is sceptical because he had an iPod a long time ago and put all his music on it and threw away all of his CDs, then the iPod died and he didn't have the music backed up anywhere. Dumb ass. So I gave the nano to him and he loves it! He's been listening to Midnight Rider by the Allman Brothers on continuous repeat while he works. Why does he love that song so much? Probably because of The Devil's Rejects. Sunday night, I had a nice relaxing evening with some good friends and good beer. Sasha and Mr. Cinnamon came by and we drank Coronas and chatted it up. Anways, that was how my Sunday went down. Today I woke up again at 5am for the gym! Jamie Kennedy was working out there. It's so weird that I'm so not into the celebrity thing, but for some reason, I'm ALWAYS seeing them. I guess it's kinda like the whole "You want the things you don't have and don't want the things you do have". I've been goofing around on my profile lately, and noticed that I have a lot of "This profile no longer exists" in my picture comments and on my friends list. So I've decided to start cleaning them out. Well cleaning out the friends list to be precise. I've been doing it for 3 days now and I'm only on page 900 out of 7000+ It's going to take me some time, but I'm determined to find out the TRUE number of friends I really have. I know that NOBODY else with over 15000 friends would ever do anything like this because it's just not worth the time. It's probably not worth it for me either, but I just care about my profile and my reputation. I want to have a place that people can come to on this "community" site where they can feel like the person their reading about or trying to communicate actually cares about what they have to say. Another thing that really impressed me with myspace today is that I've noticed the option under settings to not allow anyone under 18 to contact me. I'm glad that MySpace has recognized that they can prevent underage users from getting to me better than I can. Yay Myspace! (Never thought I'd be saying that). I've also scheduled my next movie, which will be Fetish Fanatic 6. The girls and scenarios will be: Me & Rebecca Linares doing Foot Fetish, Me & Roxy DeVille doing Enema Fetish, Me & Claire Adams being Flexi-Girls, Me & August doing Pantyhose/Tights Fetish, Me & Sunny Lane doing Facesitting/Smothering Fetish and Me & Ashley Blue doing HUGE TOYS! (Maybe, I have not heard back from her agent yet!) I also talked to Kat @ Evil Angel to get Aiden's schedule to keep him on track and in line and motivated and ahead of the game! He was mad about that. I'm also going to be editing video clips to upload to my website, I'm not sure what scene yet, but if you check out the website, you'll find out! Aiden will also be adding more free pictures from different scenes I've been in! So check it out if you get a chance! Oh and one more thing. I've decided to bring back my Live Webcam shows! I want to do one every two weeks! I wonder who the first lucky girl will be!