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Unique Dream's blog: "My Poetry"

created on 07/05/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-poetry/b99145

Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story!

 

With that said... GO BUY SOME CHOCOLATE!!!

Contact me if you place an order so I can give you details on delivery etc.etc.

 

Thanks!

 

AJ aka PEZ aka Unique Dream 

 

Hi,

We're getting ready for our George Robinson Center Fundraiser and we are looking for your support! We’ve just kicked off our fundraiser through Gertrude Hawk Chocolates and we are offering a variety of delicious chocolates and gifts!

A website has been setup specifically for George Robinson Center fundraising campaign. All purchases made on that site will be credited toward me and all proceeds will be awarded to our great cause.

To connect to this site, please click here

or copy & paste the following URL into your browser:

http://www.gertrudehawkchocolates.com/index.cfm?act=fundraising&cmp_id=6775&mem_id=36374

Please save this email so you can shop again or return later.

You can have your purchases delivered directly to your door or, have it shipped to me and I will deliver it personally during our next visit.

Thank you for your support,

Roxan 

I Choose the Grey.

Wouldn't it be nice if life was as simple as what's black...and what's white? If it were a clear cut decision between what's wrong... and what's right? If all things were as certain as knowing that day...turns to night? Sure, it would be nice, but that isn't the world we live in. And there are too many people who can't take this, and simply give in. Between black and white there lies that ever changing shade of gray. The place where most quickly leave, but a few choose to stay. It's within that "fog" i find myself living. A place of constant change of taking then giving. There is so much there that's unknown or uncertain. And yet so much more still waiting just behind the curtain. I suppose it's easier in the "black" or in the "white", where you know everything is either wrong, or everything is simply right. I sometimes wish things were "clear as day" or "set in stone", but i chose the grey... i chose the unknown. ..........(work in progress 11/05/08............ Im bored... I shall continue these thoughts when i return from picking up the wifey :) Unique
There are no tricks for you to see, all we have, is you and me. Clear as day or a dark as night, these things we feel i know they are right. What others see, it matters not.... for it is within each other we must take our shot. With an empty cup you say you thirst, so i pour freely my love, my heart fit to burst. Drink it in, soak it up, there is plenty more to fill your cup. This man before you, is more than real.Holding out a hand, will you seal the deal? He understands your pains and fears, and with loving hands will will wipe your tears. I sell you no dreams and promise no jewels, but i ask for this chance to be greater than fools. What we share shall remain as true, as long as you have me... and i have you.
Written by: Unique Dream (08/02/2007)

My Thoughts Upon Waking...

With thoughts of you I start my day, before i dress even before i pray. I think of you, you're on my mind, my thought right now: "SHE'S ONE OF A KIND!" Your eyes... your smile... your loving face, thoughts like these?..A warm embrace. You fill my heart, you caress my soul... YOU are the half that makes ME whole. To hear your laugh or to feel your touch, Such small things would mean so much. Because you see... I'd gladly give a day for each minute spent w/you, always standing by your side Bcuz my love is true. And so it is as your man I give you my life, and make it my plan... to make you my wife. For not only my Love, you are also my Best friend, So when comes my last breath, I want U at the end. But wait! What's this?!?!? A new though now is in my head, as i lay here in my bed. I ask a question, I whisper your name... Please tell me _______, "Do you feel the same?" Now my thoughts...they turn to worry! I wonder why my vision is blurry! My heart it sinks, my head it spins... could this be over before ever it begins? At once so sure yet consumed by fear! Wanting to ask for more, but afraid to dare. I rub my eyes, I feel the tears... I take a breath and my vision clears. A smile spreads... Wide And True :D I Just remembered... YOU LOVE ME TOO!!! *MY FEET HIT THE FLOOR AND I START MY DAY* Written by: Unique Dream (08/26/2007)
Hope you enjoyed this journey through my mind... My thoughts from waking to my feet hitting the floor. Yeah, nuts huh? She is ALWAYS on my mind :)

The War Inside.

Anger, Rage, Turmoil and pain, the constant feelings that plague my brain. Darkness, Confusion, Despair and Stress, these things, they control me, my life is a mess. Lies, Deceit, Manipulation and Greed, through these things i obtain what i need. Secrets, Shame, Drugs and Drink, these things dictate the way that i think. Love, Happiness, Peace and Joy. such strange emotions, last felt as a boy. Courage, Commitment, Dedication and Pride, many times i claimed to have them, many times i lied. Honor, Integrity, Respect and Trust, my family instilled them, but i let them rust. Values, Morals, Faith and Belief, turned my back on all them, i became a thief. Suddenly a thought, foreign and strange, "Is it too late, or can i still change?" With so much anger and pain inside, Can i really learn to take it in stride? I want more than anything to be more humble, to learn to walk straight and no longer stumble. And i know it'll take time, but i'm ready to give it! To reclaim the life thats mine, cuz i'm ready to live it. But i cant do it alone!, so i'm reaching out, i need the light of others, to help burn away my doubt. So i reach out to you, Brothas and Sistas all, help me keep true, and no longer fall.
*A definition of insanity is to keep doin the same thing, in the same way, expecting a different result-Lets stop the insanity!*
Written by: Unique Dream

Trapped (Breaking Through)

Once again, trapped inside a prison of my own making,these walls are closing in,shuttin out all the dreams that i've been chasing. "They" say the light is "easy to see", if u step outside the box,but what "they" dont see, is that it aint easy for me.. too many chains wit too many locks. But, i'll do what i can, only, in my own way. Time to step up, be a man, throw my past away. Though i can neva forget it, i will no longer dwell, yeah,all that shit i done did it, but now i'm sick of this hell. I know i cant erase it, all the pain that i've caused,but i can choose to turn and face it, start livin life, instead of leavin it paused. So, as the days go by i pray for time to heal, I need to be rid of this pain that i feel. It's locked deep in my heart..yet it controls my mind,I wish i could turn back the hands of time. Back to a place where i knew no addiction, where no time was a waste..no inner confliction. But, these great walls are thick!!, they show me it's real!, and all i feel is sick... Damn, i hate how i feel. So, i have no choice but to sit and think..cuz.. i have no drugs, i have no drink. So i get into my head, I sit and I think, and i pick through my mind in search of a link. What is to come? What is to go? Just waitin is like die'n..nice and slow... So, today i choose to no longer wait! to be a participant in decidin my fate. And, see, i KNOW i can do it, as can ya'll, cuz, shit, we been through it, and i for one? I aint ready to fall. Are You? *It is said there's a time and place for change, so i leave you with this..... .............. Why Not NOW!!!*
Written by: Unique Dream
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