im so fing tired of my job, of my life, of my house, of ppl, of my friends saying they will be there and then when i need them they aren't, im tired of loving a woman and not being able to be with her, im tired of not having my own car, im tired of being sick, and people talking shit, im tired of trying to help ppl and not being appreciated for it, im tired of my emotions and feelings,im tired of being spyed on and not trusted,im tired of being broke all the time, and having bills i can't pay, im tired of being blamed for ish i havent done, and im tired of other people trying to control my life,im tired of people telling me what i should and should not do, im tired of ppl trying to control my life,im tired of everything and everyone, im tired of feeling like im being walked on and im tired of feeling anything at all