kitten43's blog: "my life"

hi guys my days here are here are numberd so if you dont here from me for a while im not gone for good just a little while  see ya latter

i am so happy i will be out of cortland nextweek cant wait

hi everone in a few weeks i will no longer be in cortland i will be closer to home

ok guys im heading home soon i am so happy im nearly jumping out of my skin

i am very tired  but i know its valitines weekend but i am alone as usual but i cant git all weepie now 

I know i need to just suck it up  I am in my mid to late 50s and i am nolonger a kid  just because i have know one in my life doesnt meen its all over  my dad said i am a strong woman  and i will be  i have to noone will help me  but me and i will not fall

im really having a bad day guys the one i thought was my one and only is now out of state now so now i truley alone and it hurts to know that 

i am alone as usul and i hate being alone some day i wont be

ok im not wining just stating a fact  I know my love is i wont say a name but ive cared about him my entire life he married the wrong one  and i still love him still and that will never go away i have M.S. and he has cancer   maybe we will met again

hey guys i am sorry  for anything i may have said or done and you all know i luv you all my head is pretty much  on a permanant vaca  hanks for understanding