Torn in two. staring at this paper thinking "what to write?" since yesterday, my mind and heart haven't sat light. i love you both i really do and now that the you're back my heart's tearing in two. i thought i made up my mind. i guess i thought wrong. i guess i muddled a few notes in life's precious song. nobody's notes are hit in perfect tune not only did i mix them, but i hit too late, and too soon. better late than never a phrase common said. only for some things, i think in my head. after last night, all the things that i read still play like those old black and white flicks deep inside my head. word for word it echoes in dismay imagining the hurt i caused my heart turns to grey. i'm sorry i let you down. i promise that i tried. i held on as long as i could. i'm sorry i let it die. i still love you.