devilorangel's blog: "my feelings"

There are a thousand people, We meet online. Some our nice, Others are bad. Some are kind, Others are rude. Some our perverted, And get our tempers to flare. Some are even annoying, And they get our heads to hurt. But there are those special ones, That stay in our mind and heart. The special ones that we call friends, And love with our life. The chosen few we can talk all night with, And remember all during day. Then there are those, That we see once in a while, And miss all the time. They all have small weird names, That stay in our hearts. We miss them all the time, And talk to them when we can. The unseen people we love, The unseen people we know, The ones that we meet online, The ones that we love all our life.

I like your personality, and your oh so sweet smell, i like the color of your eyes, and your absolutly gorgeous smile. i like the way you wear your hair, each and every day. i like the way you laugh, in your own special little way. i like just laying on your bed, holding you in my arms. i like that special feeling, like nothing can go wrong. i like the thought of us together, frightened that day wont come. so please oh please, tell the truth, do i keep that special feeling, or be frighetned as days go on?

You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.