This is one of my favorite songs from Mushroomhead...it's how i feel right now...
"Is there really anyone there,
Fall on deaf ears all of my prayers,
The mother of nothing,
The mother of sin,
The farther of decedance within us,
A brother of suffering inside,
Is there really anyone there,
Why can't you look at me now?
I hope you like what you've done to me,
Drown in your misery,
Waiting something new you made up,
(When We give up it's never enough)
Or this could be the day we rise,
(When we give up it's never enough)
I hope you like what you've done to me
only through the thought of me,
only through your suffering,
Will you leanr to forget?
Will you learn to forget,
Through your suffering?
I wonder why,
Who will survive,
When we try,
With their lives,"
mushroomhead
Savior Sarrow
Twelve Hundred