In the next few weeks ill be moving to a new place. My lease on this apartment I have now is up at the end of the mth, an if I stay my rent will go up to 620 a mth, an that’s a lil more then I can spend on a place w/what I get paid. (That’s a differt story, my job) so ill be off line for a while, not sure how long, hopefully not too long.
I hate moving. I guess its cuz I once moved my mom 4x on the same block an she had a lot of stuff, stuff that was Years old. But that was then, she has gotten rid of a lot of things over the yrs (thank god)
Anyway, I have 2 options on were to live. I can again live in an apartment an line someone else pockets, or I could get a moblehome/trailer. The moblehome thing, is kind of what I want, cuz in the end ill own it, an can do what I want w/it. Which is a good thing?
A good friend of mine that I have known for yrs, is willing to help me, an loan some $$ to me so I can get the moblehome. I want to take up their offer, but just worried some. Worried that if something happens, will I lose their friendship. And I Don’t want that. They mean so much to me, an been one of the longest friends I have had for a long time (prob good 20yrs for friendship)
Other then that, it’s a big step of owning a home. It’s something I want. Something that shows ur not just some shmuck. Yeah it’s a moblehome/trailer, but it’s a home. It’s something that is urs, an (at least I think) shows that ur done something in life, other then just trying to survive. Plus it’s an investment.
In all im a lil worried/scared of what to do. Have an idea what to do, have changed my mind so many times that its making me go a lil crazy. I guess that’s life, trying to figure out what to do to make life a lil easier. I’ve never been good at makin fast/quick decienes. I like to think about it some to come to the best ending.
Well I better go for now, will let all know what I come up with.
