Hope Love and WAR's blog: "More to know about me."

Hey please come and comment, rate, or show some love to my pics. Love Emilie xo

Why must we love?

***(let me know what y'all think. Thank you)*** For the first time I feel apart. When did it all start. For now I loose your heart. People say lovers come and go. But your more then my lover. This is tell you so. Are we now over. There was no passion in our kiss. No feeling of heavenly bliss. This is to whom-ever will listen. Or to whom I will allow in. In my thoughts I wish to share. But in the end I will have to bare. I find it hard to believe, that I worked so hard, to achieve. Something that used to be there. Now I shall sit and stare. At what used to be. The one I love is he. Can he hear my silent cries. Or am I really feeling something that died. This is to whom ever will listen. Or to whom I allow in. Can you forgive me in the end. Or is what we have a forever bend. Please take my hand. Be my forever friend. I never want to loose you, Ever. Will you brush what I said off? Never. I see you in everything I do. How you may ask? This is a forever task. I will make you happy you see. Don't imagine I'm someone else. Can't you be happy with it being just me? This is to whom ever will listen. Or to whom I will allow in.

Can everyone please answer these couple of questions for me? 1) Am I pretty? 2) Would you ever date me? 3) If you saw me at a club would you approach me? 4) What do you think when you see my pics? I thank you all...Love Emilie xoetc.

" I CRYED TODAY NOT BECAUSE I MISS YOU NOT EVEN CAUSE I WANT YOU BECAUSE IM FINALLY OVER YOU!" YOU BROKE MY HEART AND ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS. I TOLD YOU NO BUT IT ONLY ENDED IN ABUSE. WHY DO YOU WANT TO LOVE ME? GET OVER ME JUST LIKE I GOT OVER YOU. LOVE EMILIE XO

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. I want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go. I want you in my life. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast. I want this to last. I need you by my side.

Hey I have been thinking about a lot of shit. People everywhere do nothing but hurt me. Sometimes I just want to dissapear. I have no reason to be here. My sister hates me...even though I have given her everything...Done everything for her, and he boyfriend. They can't see that if I didn't want them here then why would I have given them the option? They say that I get my way all the time. I make them feel like shit...but do they really know how I feel? I am so fucked. I fucked myself over when I said that they could live here. But it's like I gave them a place to live...it was either that or on the streets. They say the most hurtful shit to me all the time. I can't even talk about this to them cuz I looked to the history of my computer and saw what they have been saying to one another about me. Calling a bitch, that I'm worthless, useless and it was a mistake to move in with me. I think I am just gonna go and cry and be by myself for a lil' while. Love Emilie. xo

I'm me and me is who I'm destined to be!!! Emilie xo