Alone in a room full of people
I can hear myself think and breathe,
the sound is annoying in its constant flow,
Thoughts go in breath goes out.
The daily drum of life,
while around me things wiz and beeb and demand attention
that I refuse to give.
I am lost in a thought of you.
You with ti-dyed hair,
you with ice for eyes,
You with a smile that could scare me from this place
Everything right now is about you.
Controlling my thoughts without lifting a finger.
How was you're day?
How are you feeling?
Are you happy?
Do you still love me?
These are questions I ask,
not to you, but of myself for you.
Another intake of air and another idea of you.
The smell of you,
the taste of skin,
the way you scream when I bite you.
The wuss of a vampire.
My contradiction, I adore you.
One thought pressing on the core of my being,
one that demands release.
So this is love?
