tiggerbear2007 Club FAR's blog: "Men"

There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is interested in me or not. I do know when he is drinking he can not seem to keep his hands off of me. He does come around a lot when he isn't drink. He always says that he does not want a girlfriend. The other day I asked him out and he told me he would think about it. He still says he does not want a girlfriend. He always says he is bored and I told him if we were dating he would not be as bored. I wish that I could just get him to see it would not be so bad having a girlfriend. I know he has been hurt in the past but so have I. I do not know whether I should just give up on him or keep trying. I need serious help on this one. I am so confused right now.

I have been dating this guy that I met on here. I thought things were going just fine but I guess not. I was blocked from his page. This has happened before and he always unblocked me. He told me that his sister's kid did it. I am wondering if that was even true. I have been trying to call him all week and he is never home. Well that is at at least what his Mom tells me. Well today when I got on Fubar, I got a message from another member telling me to leave her man alone and to stop emailing him or she would have me booted off. The only reason I was emailing him is to find out why he hasn't called the person he said he loves and wants to marry. I am so sick of men in general. Do they not think that because I am overweight that I have feeling? Do they think it is fun to play games with my heart and then just disappear? Are they any decent men left out there that aren't just considered with looks and won't trample on a woman's heart? I am beginning to think they do not exist.

Please tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings.

Why is it that some men are so cruel? They sit there and talk all sweet to you one day. Then the next day when you try talking to them, you find out they blocked you. I am getting so sick and tired of getting hurt by men and people in general. Just because I am overweight does not mean that I do not have feelings. I am sick of people playing with my emotions just to knock me down again and again. I am done.