It occured to me that the metaphor of thinking in black and white or "grey areas" is critically flawed. When one thinks in black and white they see things very ridgedly no matter the evidence to the contrary. "Grey areas" are just mixed black and white, just as ridgid and calcified but in ambivalence and indecision. One must think in COLOR as there is a whole spectrum between black and white not merely muddled shades of grey. When thinking, making a choice one must use the spectrum and not limit themselves to confining shades of grey or the crisp brittleness of black and white. That results in a flat existence devoid true experience Only by using the prism contained within us can we truly live. We can trancend the death inducing black and white or the quotidian greys that societies, philosophies, religions and others try to enslave us in. If we think in COLOR !!!!!
Well Today was father's day. I didn't sworn at but bit get bitched at, got a card that's sincerity I question, was brought to a restraunt that I liked purely by chance and was given 6 pairs of socks. I guess it's better tan a poke int the eye with a sharp stick....and it was better than last year's.
As I sail on the wine dark sea, I keep running into these stange winds that blow me off course. The gods have not been kind lately. The crew is restless. My mate is going mad. I sit alone in my cabin wondering how I can survive the chaos. I have determinde that if the fates send our course by a tranquil, verdant and promising island, I will abandon ship, leaving my crew to tear each other apart. Perhaps this is cowardly, but it could be merely survival.