Nessa's blog: "Lyrics"

So its coming up on 2 years with Joseph with being gone and it hasnt gotten easier. maybe one day, but i doubt it. he LOVED this song. FREESTYLE....and he was AWESOME at it!!! Miss Ya Boy!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TRICK DADDY LYRICS "Thug Holiday" (feat. LaTocha Scott) [Talking] Thug holiday, go ahead you can cry it's alright baby Everything gone be gravy later, that's right This the time when we take time to remember All the loved ones we lost in the struggle you know I dedicate this to my brother Hollywood, Toby, Bam My dog Itchy and Lil Trav, I dedicate this to the struggle Everybody in the county jail, state penn, check it out [Trick Daddy] If it wasn't for bad luck, hell I guess that a nigga wouldn't have none But when I think about it, what would I be without my gun How could I, get away from the po-po's, if a, nigga couldn't run And why was I given a daughter when I always prayed for a son Life is crazy ain't it, sometimes I even think the same thing I've been waiting on freedom to ring hell but ain't a thang changed And I lost my brother in the struggle, and then he lost his mother And I was thinking if I lose mine, who's gone raise my brother Not to be a thug, stay in school, don't use drugs Who'll teach him right from wrong and show them boys, true love So I pray for the better days, face the bomb had a run-a-ways And, I put my guns away and I pray for peace on Sundays, it's crazy ain't it [Chorus: Latocha Scott] Just like the soldiers, that ain't coming home this year Just like the fellas, in prison, we miss you so much for real What about the children, who ran away, that ain't coming home today Well here's a message from coast to coast Cause when them thugs really need it the most a thug holiday Just like em, just like em, just like em, a thug holiday - [2x] [Trick Daddy] Here go one for, all these killings and all these conflicts in religion See the Muslims, Jews and Christians but know they are all God's children There's only, one him, plus ain't none of y'all confronting him So blind in our own minds we wouldn't even know God if 'we was in front him' And, I read your books know all your remixes to the Bible What about a verse for the thugs, a cure for drugs and survival Let's add some chapters nameed Martin, Malcolm and Farrakhan In all my history books, only one died was the Americans And, that's point of my, who's responsible for Vietnam And, hold on there's more, we had two World Wars And, how come the judges make more than the teachers is making When they the ones raising all the taxes and got us fighting for education Life is crazy ain't it [Chorus] So many tears, through out the years Somebody tell me what's going on And so many lives, but only God knows About the pain deep inside It gets so hard, you got to keep your head up I know you're fed up, but stay strong Here's a message from coast to coast Cause when them thugs really need it the most, thug holiday Just like em, just like em, just like em, a thug holiday - [2x] [LaTocha Scott] This is for my people in the ghetto I'm calling out, calling out To all my thugs in the ghetto Calling out, calling out It gets hard sometimes, but you Got to keep your head up, and be strong Here's a message from coast to coast Cause when them thugs really need it the most, a thug holiday

You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough First let me explain that I'm just a black man and I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man my mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that, you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when the fame and cash came they just got me going craaazy lately, lately, lately I beed so faded tryin to erase it but I cant cuz the drama just goes greater and I been in so many collisions from puttin shit up till later I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, tryin to get ahead of the game, but I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the ones that say they love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on my family hustlin gamblin, trickin and scammin scrambling and losing sight of what I'm suppose to be handlin, it's hard to manage cuz everyday's a challenge and man I'm slippin can't lose my balance I'm tryin not to panic I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pullin me back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I don't understand how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean hustlers ballin in force I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun came up gotta get it nope no leavin no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what u put in if you fall off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I won't play the fool I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough

Now that it’s all said and done I can’t believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath I felt as if I was in way to deep Guess I let you get the best of meeee (Chorus) Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time agooo! And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over I’m finally gettin’ better Now I’m picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together ‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!! (End Chorus) You took a hammer to these walls Dragged the memories down the hall Packed your bags and walked away There was nothing I could say, And when you slammed the front door shut A lot of other’s opened up So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for meee (Chorus) Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time agooo! And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over I’m finally getting’ better Now I’m picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together ‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!! (End Chorus) I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time agooo And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you And I never saw it coming I should have started running I’m finally getting better Now I’m picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together And I got over you!!! And I got over you!!! And I got over you!!! The day I thought I’d never get through I got over you…