Kamble's blog: "Love Poems"

short circuits in nervous symmetry a quick sniff of your scent i breathe it seems a century since i've seen you last i fast, contrast and compare and cast a line out to tease you to the surface to see if i'm worth this, to find the mirth and mayhem in my head, to dread the words i've said and written will be no more to you than empty vowels, drifting vessels consonants in constant chaos fighting what I'm writing, what i'm biting at the chomp to say but can't say plainly enough and mainly what is clearly overwhelming me i depend on your visits entirely too much i think, my veins beginning to itch my nerves twitch and i rock back and forth, checking resetting reshaping the page waiting to catch your eyes to breathe my sighs, to find which flies work where and when, and what philosophies are most at ease to find their way about your knees to curl up and purr to sit at your feet to admire, inquire never tire of your company my blood is rushing, is thumping and pumping moving and making me ill while still i'm craving that which is shaking me making me cold leaves me shivering, quivering aching for comfort looking for some short hint or implication some indication that might be a sign that might show design in the grand plan around me what surrounds me is fog while my arms are bound tapping my veins wading through trains of thoughts waiting for my next dose of you

First of all lemme jus say there will be no i love u i will die for you kind of played out love poems here neither will there be any you broke my heart and now im gonna kill myself poems. these are good love poems however the view is please enjoy love always kamble Goodbye, Lost Love They say it's better to have loved and lost But have they ever lost and continued to love To love a love that doesn't love them To feel death within them, while still breathing My reasoning is a far cry from sanity And I doubt the man in me Whose filled with arrogance and pride Will allow my spirit to cry Though I know I need to That's just logical thinking See, I need to express these feelings But have no outlet Not even poetry can help this But this, poetry, has always loved me So I turn to her indelible nature to always love me Hoping to find solace and comfort in her, for me But I continue to miss what was lost Losing that defining piece of me The future is a mystery, but I've already paid the cost For this gift that is the present, and yet I rather give it back And live in yesterday, Yet, there lies a day, When I'll think of this and smile as I look back Returning to a then present, now future, and find joy So often we "settle" for what is and spend our lives wondering what "could" be If I succumb to this plight, it'll be my own forced doing, see I have no reason to wonder what could be I'm at a point to find the answer to that right now, yet right now I'm lost on what "should" be Have you ever felt such a way You just thought you'd die, if ONE key thing didn't go your way If so, then you and I have something to expound on Cause no one knows, from what I can tell, the pain I see everyday Nor can they comprehend the extinct of the strain it puts on an already weak heart Man, I'm venting right now, and I have so much more to say but where to start More questions than thoughts and more guesses than answers Erratic thoughts, and this piece reflects the myriad of emotions I'm going through Ambivalence is commonplace nowadays, and even still, as I say all this I wouldn't trade this pain for happiness As unimaginable as that sounds, it's true I'm infatuated so much to the point it's idiotic of me to be so In love with LOVE, when love just don't love me the same, so I'm left loving and not being loved back Can you still relate I mean, there's love there, but not the love I share Not that, intimate, intoxicating, undeniable, infallible Love But when you look back on it, some ask why should I even care Because love should be unconditional, even it its not reciprocated I've been asked, no one can love like this And it's moment like that, my pain becomes a weapon initiated What would you do if God only loved you if you loved him And the interrogation of why I sustain my own anguish ceases See this is a test to me, I think, and the difficulty only increases When you doing something right It's NEVER going to be easy, and we're not perfect So it's never going to come easy, to trace the steps of Jesus To love even when you're not loved back So whenever I hear someone say, "it's better to have loved and lost than not at all" I simply smile, with tears in my eyes and say to that "Try continually loving someone who doesn't love you" You should see the looks and expressions I get back It's never a thought We're just so vindictive and vengeful We hurt, so we want others to hurt Well this is me turning a new leaf in a manner of sorts I'm so flawed and imperfect, and yet I'm getting good reports People can see the growth and changed for sure I'm so grown now, More mature So the elevation shows in me And my ability to nurture As for love I have not thoughts nor preconceptions of love Love is what love is What that is, I do not know Yet I know I will continue to love, unconditionally Or until the condition changes And I can love, love, the same way love can love me Much like my poetry I Love You, Goodbye