Butterfly kisses's blog: "love - lust"

Ok, so ive been having this problem... i can't sleep anymore ! i was once diagnosed with narcolepsy and i know if i even tried i would not be able to fall asleep in 2 minutes and 13 seconds and be in full R.E.M. God, i miss those days! So this Doc gave me this pill~ he also labeled me narco~ So the Narco Doc saw that i held my breathe, so he made me this mask to wear~ i chose one Friday night to put it on~ Scared as scared can be~ Couldn't sleep anyway~ So my insides felt like my outsides, they were crying out for help~ Crying turned into angry word, pulling hair. fists flying, wrestling to the ground~ Glass breaking, more name calling and phone calling, help is on the way~ She's gone. Finally okay~ Let's get a fix~ Don't know you yet, let me hide and cuddle , just for comfort~ Meaning is never really there~ Phone rings, love is on the line, lying is the words that i say~ cycle of destruction~ No sleep~ Every couch is home~ Quick fix~ Miles of miles of highways between the wants~ gratification from meetings and road stops for cigarettes, coffee, sandwiches and maybe even Razzles~ Narco referred me to the Doc that was to be the cure~ Quick i took the chance of January 24th~ And it came to the time to get the bracelet, the needle and the bag~ I counted backwards and looked toward the white light~ And soon after i found myself at the home that was mine as a child~ With many couches to pick from and love i did not want~ Crushing a pill like a baby, swallowing it with a chaser with out the help of an organ i never thought i needed until it was gone~ Took the powder for two more days to be ok to live~ And the world look different~ I told a person on the phone (actually i don't even know her name) but i told her how i felt~ People behind this counter gave me this liquid and i got fearful cuz i had no faith at that point~ i took it less when i knew and more when i didn't~ I know sleep was never my friend ~ And i definitely know the Narco Doc was my enemy~

i want to fuck you i want to fuck all the parts and places i want you all of me all of me my mouth is wet pink love your tongue slides serpent in stirring the inhibited depths and the your body turns and then your cock slides in my open mouth velvety head against my soft pink lips velvety head against my soft wet-velvet tongue your cock/hard and strong/grows stronger, throbs in my mouth rubs against the wet slick walls, my fingers hold you caress through the sweat damp hair hold and caress your cock that slides in my mouth i suck it in, all in,the sweet meat cock in my mouth and your tongue slips wet and pointed and hot in my cunt and my legs spread wide and wrap your head down into me i am not sure when you leave off, where you begin is there a difference, here in these soft permeable membranes? you rise and lean over me and plunge that spit-slick cock into my depth your mouth is on mine and the taste on your mouth is of me and the taste on my mouth is of you and mouning mouth into mouth and mouning mouth into moth i want you to fuck me i want you to fuck me all the parts and the places i want you all of me all of me i want this,i want our bodies sleek with sweat whispering, biting, sucking i want all the goodness of it, the way it wraps around us and pulls us uncredibly together i want to cum and cum and cum with your arms holding me tight against you i want you to explode that hot spurt of pleasure inside me and i want to lie there with you smelling the good smell of fuck thats all over us and you kiss me with that aching sweetness and there is no end to love