Baby T Reed Rockstar Member's blog: "Love and Lost"

It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you.

I just learned a horrible truth. It turns out that the one person,(which for protection purposes I'm not mentioning his name) has been lying to me. Everything he ever said to me was a complete lie. But now, I don't know if I will be able to trust him again. Unless I get some answers, here is my broken heart for someome who even cares about me can fix.

Should I stay or should I go? That is the one question that is truly on my mind at this point. No matter what I choose, I may end up losing the one person that is very close to my heart. I'm all confused about what is going on right now. Because somehow, someone is keeping something from me. Someone is not giving me the answers to my questions. For right now, I'm not mentioning any names but I'm for sure that they know who they are. All I want is answers.

How does it feel when someone you truly love says that you cannot stay with you? Trust me, I've had that feeling in the past. But you know, it felt like I was losing my grip with my dreams as well as my future back then. But then all of a sudden, you get this harsh cold slap of reality trying to tell you to get over it and you will bounce back up. But no matter, it is better to have love and lost then to be ever loved at all. My advice is to be careful in who you choose to date with, because sooner or later that person will turn around and leave you all alone.