I seem to be lost in my head
im in a world of confusion
I want something in my life but at the same time i dont because i know that same thing will fucke me over in the end. I wont to be loved and kissed like any normal person but I cant seem to bring myself into doing it because i know how it feel to be fucked over to have your heart in a million pieces and when you finally get them back together after a ytear or so its gets broken again. You wonder why people are mean and nasty its because people fuck them over and finally enough is enough and they arent going to let you walk all over them I mean I am told every day im a cocky bitch that runs her mouth too much and cant learn to keep her mouth shut. If I didnt have to protect myself and my heart I wouldnt have to be a bitch or anything. I would be nice....I am nice. You just have to get to know me. Im not a slut im not skinny im not pretty I am just me I like my shit my piercings my tattoos my cowgirl shit but that scares every one
why should you care about how i look like when its not the important thing the important thing is personality and how I act and how I am. But no one can realize that so i come on here and make friends because even though you judge pics and you go omg hes hot most of you people just want attention. Dont get me wrong I do too but I rather have friends people close to get to know me. Ive met a great couple of guys on here I mean the sweetest guys that have seemed to be fucked over so many times and all these women say shit to them but do they really mean it? How bout all these beautiful females who get hurt or arent blonde and skinny who dont get as many friends or comments? how do you think they feel do you really mean half the shit you say to them or are you just talking? people who spends there lives on here live on your comments n shit....
they are lonley like me who smile and stupid oh your beautiful or smile it cant be that bad hun or the few good friends we make on here. ...some people are not blessed with beauty and shit on the outside. I am judged every fuckin day im called fat a poser a goth a wanna be just for being me and havein piercings and wearing my boots n cowgirl hat. Its funny because I am more cowgirl then any of them dumb fucks so what I like piercings no one asked you to pierce your fuckin skin so get the fuck over it K? K glad we understand.....smile have a wonderful fuckin day and love the ones u have cuz eventually they will leave
