i walk alone! no one understands! its too hard to really explain some thing i feel every day! dont want to bring the world around me down! scraed to live,scared to die!cant run or hide from it!cant sleep to escape! moments of hope come my way & leave just as fast! living in two worlds is very hard! my head spins in many directions! have taken the fools path too many times! it never ends! who wants to live empty inside? greatful but never happy for so long!working & living for what???sick inside! breathing if a fight i have every day! looking down the road i see many paths! each has a dim light in the end of them! they all have many different color lights! so awsome to wonder what each path has to offer! scary in a way but mind blowing in another! WHATS next? i guess its all up to me! i really dont know! THINK DEEPLY!