LoriLove Sucks Just give me bAtTeRiEs's blog: "Life"

For those of you that know me I work with Adults with developmental disbilities. I love my job very much and develop strong relationships with our consumers. for the last two weeks we sent this one lady home twice for being sick the day after she was sent back to us in no better condition. Her sisters said she was putting on a show nothing was wrong with her. She came in two days ago and started complaining of not being able to breathe. (keep in mind she is in a wheel chair) We had to call the ambulance to come and check her oxygen levels and so on. She was transported to the hospital where she was diagnosed with pneumonia. Infection so bad in here lungs tubes couldn't be placed. Now she is on life support can't breath on her own. her lungs have collapsed twice. And infection in her lungs in severe they take so much out and it's still just full. They tried to take her slowly off the life support today but she couldn't handle it. Her family called today and said if we wanted to see her we needed to come before next week. They were going to take her off life support and if her lungs wouldn't work by themselves they were going to give her something to let her die comforably!! I am so angry!! We had been telling the sisters for two weeks that she was sick and they did nothing. didn't even taker her to the doctor when we suggested it. They said her doctor would just call her in some antibotics. What do you say to the family when you feel it is there fault she is dying. I just want to yell and scream at them when they sit there and cry and pray for her to make it saying things will be different is she just pulls through!! Things should have been different to start with!!!! Now this presious life is ending because of neglect. How do i comfort these people. I don't even want to be around them at the hopital. I don't know. Keep this lady in your thoughts and prayers if you pray!! Because of laws I can't tell you her name but just think about her and me. Its like i'm losing a family member here. I spend more time with these people than i do my own family and it's just hard............

I went to see my surgeon regarding the lump in my breast. He informed me it wasn't cancerous. I also had him look at a knot i had in my lower stomach that was extremely painful (about the size of a golfball) He told me that it was caused by my c-section where something fell off my uterus and started growing there. I'm having surgery to get this removed November 17th. I am also haveing a biopsy on the lump in my breast on the 30th of this month to see if it needs to be removed. if so i'll have that surgery the same day i'm having the one on my stomach. Keep me in your prayer. I need it LOL Much Love

So all of you know its breast cancer awareness month and those of you who don't it is. I wanted to share with you guys my experience with this matter. About 5 months ago I found a lump in my right breast. I didn't go to the doctor right away because of my fear of what it could be. Last month I went to the doc and let him fill me up and he sent me to get an ultrasound. He said that if the lump was hollow with fluid i had nothing to worry about, if it was solid then he would be concerned. And of course my luck my lump was solid. when i talked to the nurse and she mentioned that She made me an appointment to see a surgeon, the same surgeon who removed my gall bladder no less, i freaked out didn't really register all that she said. Something like i had so many centimeters of fibercystic??? tissue and they want a surgeon to look at it. I told my mom I hope he doesn't take out my boob to lol. Anyway the reason I am writing this is because it is breast cancer awareness month and i would like all of you to keep me in your prayers. i've never thought much of breast cancer until this happened to me. So Monday I go to this surgeon i'm not sure what they are going to do and i don't believe that i have cancer or i wouldn't have waited three weeks to be seen by my surgeon but this is a scarey process for me. please do the self exams or get mamograms. what would it hurt. and if you do find something don't be chicken like me and wait hoping that the lump will go away. Once again Keep me in your prayers!! Love you all Lori