Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much.
I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.