Why are some of us complete fucking morons and wait to say shit to others WAY after the fact? Why do we dance around subjects that should be addressed right than and there, whether or not it would either destroy us or heaven forbid, make us the happiest we've ever been in our life?
I find myself being one of those fucking morons more and more each fucking day. Taking a step back and saying to myself, you should really do or say this to this person because I FEEL the need to put it out there once and for all. But ONLY with the past.
I feel like addressing shit that happened in the past might help me understand the present. But so far it only makes me wish that I would have done that shit back then, when it was happening. And yet, I still find myself dancing around shit that is happening now...shit that should be addressed NOW. Why the fuck is that?
Am I the only fucking person on this earth who is doing this? Or are there other people like me? Just hoping, needing to know, needing to resolve shit that can't be changed but avoiding the fucking truth, the shit than can be changed that is standing right in front of them at this very moment?
