Rj Love's blog: "Life is all"

I love the way my life is going at the moment. I have found the love my my life and i can't get enough of him. We are talking about making future plans with each other and i couldn't see my self with anyone else. He is the only thing that is keeping me in school and keeping me happy. I just hope that i am doing the same for him. I don't know what i will do if i lose him. Another thing about him is that he has the mot beautiful little two year old girl, which gives me one less kid to push out. lol We both want a son now and i think in about a year we will start to try for one. I'm soo happy and i just hope that everyone out there will have a chancve at what i have now. I can't wait for the rest of my life. I love Rj Carpenter!!!!!

Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i don't even know how to act. I'm affraid to go through life and not be with someone, and not have anyone to love me. I just don't know!!