annie ANTHRAX's blog: "life and stuff"

such an interesting guy. he's sister and i were the best of friends but i never got to know him until junior high. he was loud. annoying. and funny when he walked into a room everyone knew who he was. his murder erupted chaos in my small hometown now, 7 people are dead and 12 are in the hospital i don't know the exact numbers but that's what i've heard one of the shootings even happend on the street i lived on..where my parents live. May he rest in peace. i miss you.

(no title) - i killed the prome queen

Homicide Documentaries For every word misspelt For every knife that cuts you Every rose has its thorn To stab your heart For every word misspelt For every knife that cuts you Every rose has its thorn To stab your heart I watched as beauty fades away Drenched in tears she falls from grace Again and again, the same old story burns The taste of you in my heart You have murdered me In one second, attraction dies forever [I hope that your world will come back to kill you In the next life you'll be the one that will die] I watch the drink as it falls from the table I watched as beauty fades away Drenched in tears she falls from grace Again and again, the same old story burns The taste of you in my heart You have murdered me In one second, attraction dies forever You'll be the one thats lied to You'll be the one that dies You'll be the one thats lied to You'll be the one that dies In another life, you'll be the one that will die I hope that your world will come back to kill you In the next life you'll be the one that will die

i'm going to clean my friends list up SOON not now cause i'm too busying fapping to jen BUT i will get to it EVENTUALLY. with that,i'm also no longer accepted blank requests. (read my profile for more info) so if you either wanna remain on this list or get on it, TALK dammit! i haz boobs? =P /goes back to fapping to to jen's pix fin

months have gone by and i still sit here and wonder.. how can someone wish for another the most incredible thing that life was meant to live for and then take that all away in a heartbeat? it is the most agonizing pain that no one should feel. imagine, to have it all then taken away from you.. no explanations..no warnings.. its hard to sit here and not cry. like a fool i feel for it TWICE my naiveness has killed my spirit and i am as far from happiness as i'll ever be the reasons why i took a breath are now the reasons why i want to die

tu cres que fue tan dificil para ti? cuando yo estaba aqui esperando llorando pensando no se que voya pensar en ti ya no es lo mismo pero todavia creo que tienes bueno en ti eres un poquito de un tracero pero haz haciedo mas bueno que malo que "Dios" te bendiga y espero que te pongas feliz y saludable. adios amigo.

I just got home from my friend Tiffany’s house. She wanted to celebrate our coming together since we’ve all left to college. It was okay. Thirty pack of Coronas, 6 bottles of Mike’s Hard Limeade, a hookah, cigarettes, and some barbecued meat. Typical, teenage hangout basically. I was happy to see my friends that I didn’t even care that I was so cold from the breeze. But then I realized. This isn’t for me. What they do. What they talk about. I am not what they are. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I felt like an outcast. All though I did have one beer and took a few puffs out of that nasty ass hookah. no biggie, i wasn't pressured. But, I still felt distant. So now I sit here, reeking of cigarettes and hookah wondering about tonight. I love my friends but damn that just isn't for me.

fvck ya things are getting better!! i just found out my sister is pregnant yay!!! i'm going to be an aunt again (i hope it's a girl) but she's having stomach cramps real bad ones i hope she and the baby are ok :)

i've hit low point i'm uber sad and i just wanna sleep my way to happiness. going home this weekend will hopefully raise my spirit.. but one of my best friend doesn't even wanna see me. i dont know what to do. i think i've just about given up hope on friendships. i need strength and motivation. will some feed me a twinkie?