annie ANTHRAX's blog: "life and stuff"

friendships have to end. and i think it's about time that one comes to a close. =]

Last Thursday I took my psychology test. Top 10 grade. No biggie. =P I THINK I passed my english class. If i don't i am going to die. I do NOT want to take english again and then FINALLY take the course that is required of me. Blah. Anywho... Woooo, what a day. I took my biology and math final today. The biology exam pissed me off. My professor did NOT ask me ONE question about global warming or the water cycle. yet he kept bitchin' about it during class. Argh. Anywho, I think I passed with D. hehe. Next, my math exam was pretty good. I knew most of it but one fucking problem was pissing me off. I think i got that one wrong but i KNOW i'm passing with an A. hehe.

So, it seems to be that time of the year were the wind blows and all the nipples get hard. And now everyones getting together to dance and sing with joy and glee. /gags give me sex or money and i'm good. ;)

it was boring. no pushing. no kicking. bah! but, i did buy... 2 sweaters 1 pair of shoes 1 guitar hero: world tour (guitar kit) 1 guitar hero: dual pact (GH I & II) 1 guitar hero: rock the 80s 1 microphone yes, i is a GH junkie. bite me.

yes, the beaner shops on the worse day of the year. blame my obession for shopping cheap. "barato! barato! todo barato! dos por un dolar!" hmm...tempting. anywho, look for me in the news. i'm going to beat some old lady to death for the last box of Rock Band. /rawr

for the longest time i've always felt close to my aunt gloria (tia gloria :P) she used to live just a few blocks from me when i was little then when her kids left to college in southern california she moved with them every chance i got to visit her, i felt at home the aroma of the city, her house, her face.. and never had a logically explanation as to why i was so close to her then she told me that when i was around 2-10 she use to babysit me while my mother worked and that i always clinged to her now she's at my mom's house only 2 hours away and i won't be able to see her i'm so sad right now i want to cry =/ i miss her

i was thinking of mailing people from fu christimas cards. even if you don't believe in the holiday or whatever just for fun. so, if you're willing gimme your address! :D ♥

I will be deleting EVERYONE tonight. friends, family, fans. I'm start over. yes that even means deleting everyone i've known here emanon says to not commmit fucide and just take a break i'm simplifying everything. IF you want to re-add me then thanks. if you DON't then fine it was nice knowing otherwise, i'm no longer adding people that don't talk to me. i'll be doing this sometime from now or 3 hours. cya

Hey, Well, lately i've been feeling sad and alone. I've tried my damn best to smile when i shouldn't be. It works but it's not sufficient. I want to be happy. I don't need your bling or drinks.. ..your ratings or compliments. I need a friend. Bullshit aside. Let me love you. i miss you.