SerenityDark Local Sex Kitten's blog: "life and death"

One minute the world is in front of you. The next it is gone. Life is funny that way. We go all our lives in hope to find someone we can be close to and then when we are given the chance we take it for granted and then before we know it is gone. I have felt this. Now it is to late. I never had the chance to tell him how I felt. I want to telll him I never stopped caring and now it is to late. I was scared to feel. Afraid of getting hurt. I didn't know what I wanted. Maybe it was our personalities were to similar and it was our stubborn streak or other people's meddling that kept us apart. I know this much I never lied to him and he to me. His secrets are mine till I die. I just wish....... I miss him so much.

I do not the title of this or who wrote it. A friend found and I feel at this time it expresses how I feel. It is on my profile. Love is when you shed a tear and still want him It's when he ignores you and you still love him It's when he loves another girl but you smile and say "I am happy for you" When all you want to really want to do is cry.

I sit and watch. A tradgey to say the least. A love that has lasted for so long. Yet it is ended with the lose of a life. One passes on to the next life While one stays behind. Alone and lost not knowing what to do. Is this true love or is this just life.