i'm the dumbest bitch in the world...let a girl with no where to stay sleep in the same house as your boyfriend and no you won't get fucked but she sure as hell will....so here I am not sure whether to cry scream or punch a wall. All I want is my family, a mommy and daddy and a baby in the middle...only problem is, that the daddy is a cheating piece of scum and yet i still love him...wondering if we can work through this and knowing the answer to that is going to be no...I need advice, i need a friend and most of all i need a percocet so i can eat a bunch and just forget the pain i'm in....and to think i thought my pill popping days were over....anyone got any pain killers....no to tell you the truth i really don't have to much of a problem with them...bad back and all i get the precribed but shit i wish i had some now.what do i do? Do i let him back in only to hurt me again or do i get out now while i'm numb.? I don't fucking know anymore I guess i wasn't lieing when i said I was untouchable