HAHAHA im a wasted FU lol's blog: "Leah"

Alright guys....I appreciate all the comments. These poems are forever ago. Ok well two are. But really im fine. somedays are just not as good as others. i appreciate all the hospitality. but really im fine. i'm just learning how to write poems. yes im a sad person and yes i should probably see someone. i'm not going to kill myself or harm anyone else. i just write whatever comes from my brain to my fingers tips. so really i won't talk cause it's not right. but thanks again anyways! leah

my heart is broken and i can't take it anymore the world has stopped knocking at my door the pain that runs through my body is like razor blades through my skin i hear ur voice, but i can't see ur face i just want to get away, away from this place i hope and wish that things would change but i haven't even learned how to manage to take the pain away My messed up head is about to explode all these descisions and choices are getting old my mind is screaming out to make it all stop but my heart is pumping telling me go, go, go i don't know how much more i can take of this i can tell it won't be much longer but i know i will grow stronger from the things that i learn with each and every passing turn i don't know what im saying but thoughts keep building the tears will fall with pain staking blows i just hope that someday you will see me and help it go away i just want it all to stop please....just make it stop

You knew you could hurt me You knew I could be torn apart You knew I would fall for ur art You really saw nothing in me But you put words into my head You tried to push me around You tried to bring me down You said I love you And you said you meant it You thought I believed you But I had you tricked You thought I was desperate You thought I wanted your dick But now I laugh at you For the pain you think you caused Cause this is the plan That you had all along I was ready for the day That was to come I wish I would have told you To go get a gun I don't care what you do I don't care who you screw Your life is pathetic And noone will help you Don't think your sad story Is gonna effect people They could care less That your such a mess It's your own fault For having no brains So quit acting like your something And get in the game

my body feels like its floating just trying to fit in i didn't turn out popular or skinny pretty or mean but i studied i studied the way people were which social network had more friends they all backstab but i found one i thought i fit in so i transformed myself to their criteria but i seemed to fail at it now i guess you can say i fail at life im lying to myself and the world around me noone knows me hell, i don't even know me but if i can't fit in what more do i have i don't feel i did anything to deserve this not when everyone else taught me i guess all that i do now is accept and move on i mean really what choice do i have i feel this burden on my back this pressure of social suicide what does it all mean to a girl like me a future of nothing more than an aquaintance i thought i could do it but i thought wrong i thought i could prove myself but i proved myself wrong its like a tornado this world of pressure its unpredictable and chooses its own course

It hurts so deep I feel it in my bones This pain that noone else can feel I wish I could share it But noone seems to care enough I know you all "say" you care But your reactions leave me empty The hole grows wider, deeper with each passing min It seems nothing will clog this open drain For every bit of emotion, blood, and organ Has drained from it I dream that one day this gap will get smaller, slimmer