Kimmie's blog: "Kimberley"

Damn just got homm from work and I'm bored already, but then again I can't wait to go away! soooooo need to get out of this fucken town and away from some ppl, need to live a little and just let loose and have some fun!!!!!

JAMES BLUNT LYRICS "Goodbye My Lover" Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bare my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Well turns out I was hanging on to nothing,my heart was just stomped on, like it didn't matter or that it wasn't important enough... Don't sit there and tell me that "You do love me and care about me" when u want to be with someone else! I'm starting to believe that Love Is Truely Highly Over Rated!!! Anyways I'm taking off for a bit and take care of myself, so those of you's that have my number you know how to reach me and for those who don't just send messages and i'll get on from time to time and answer them back. Final Note: Don't give your heart to someone who you don't fully believe deserves it, guard it with all that you have!

I am trying to hang on, just don't know what to do anymore and I don't like to be ignored, I'm the type that has always beleived never go to bed mad and I'm the type that has to fix everything! and now I'm so lost that I don't know how to fix this! I'm such a mess....