hearts Kiaya hearts's blog: "Kaiya's Krazy thoughts"

i can't believe all the damn haters on this site.... they have no respect for anyones feelings unless you look like an f***ing barbie doll.... i do thank those who voted on my mumm... and gave me some good things to think about.... One asshat even gave me crap that he didnt really think i have a boyfrined... we he is on this site... as for all the crap people gave me about my outfit.... i guess i should have mentioned that i am going to a BDSM party.. and what i am wearing... is perfetly acceptable.. and there will be other people dressed the same way.... makes me regret even posting a mumm....and i doubt i will ever post another..

Wooooooo hooooooo!!!!! for the first time in like 10 years i am completely pain free!! went to the doctor yesterday.... had 4 injections in my back i know sounds scarey... well that explians the anxiety attack i had in the waiting room.. but i have a really cool dr.. and when i got back into the procedure room.. she calmed me down... was like maybe we should have given you some valum... i was like it didnt work last time.. she laughed at me and we got started... she talk dot me throughout the whole thing.... which helped a lot.... but she told me no playing for a week... bummer... oh well... pain free is so much nicer...

Wow.. i am still awake... this is not like me.. i guess i am kinda starting to stress about my doctors appointment.. i am having a procedure donw on my back.. a nerve block on the nerve that is between my L4 & L5 vertabrae... they are rubbign bone on bone and messing with my ciatic nerve.. and causing me a lot of pain.. and not the kind of pain i like... oh well.. it must be done i just hope it works... if it doesn then i should be relatively pain free for the first time inline .... 15 years.. which is when i fell down the stairs and messed ujp my back in the first place..... having a blast on this site... it is sooo cool... ttyl....

Hey.. my friend Turtle turned me on to this nw site... checking it out... and i like what i see... looking to make new friends.. this site seems to be pretty cool i belong to many others... like collarme, alt, myspace etc.. but so far.. this seems liek it will be my fave.... so.. going to explore and see what kind of trouble i can get into