When you look back to things of long ago in your life one thing comes to mind bout some of those events....What was i thinking? lol..Life never came with an instruction manual that made things easier.We make mistakes we fall and we get back up.Its all trial and error and if something doesnt work well we dont do it again...least we hope we dont at any rate.If life wasnt complicated enough you throw in love and that all by itself is enough to drive you crazy.
Time goes by and you hurt peolpe along the way due to that lil word.If you look at it as a word just 4 letters but those for letters carry with them huge impact.Well they used to at one time till it was so overused to the point allot of meaning was lost.People say it just to say it now instead of using it when they mean it.Although that word has been a source for allot of great things it has also been s source of pain.
Anyone who has even had a broken heart can tell ya its one of the worst pains to have.To care for somebody soo much and to be hurt by them is brutal but we risk that anyway.The reason is simple as well because being in love is the most amazing experience almost a person can have or hope to have.We all look for it in our own way and its not easy to find.A person can go there whole life and never experience it even.We just hope we are lucky enough to find it.
We waste time on worrying on the little things and not the big things.We tend to value the wrong things most times and realize it too late.we try to change people to what we want them to be and expect it to happen witch most times it never does.We choose to fool ourselves sometimes even though we know what will happen and are hurt when it does.
Yes we all have time in our past we have wasted but we learned lessons from it.Those lessons learned makes us who we are and makes us stronger in ways others may not know.We all carry scars that nobody sees or knows.We are all complicated in our own way.Judged from the outside by those who dont know a thing about you but what they see.Those people are just passers by the ones that count are the ones that take the time to know you and you them.
Yes.... life is a cruel thing at times but we take the hits and keep moving on.. :)
