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Today has been a long freakin day... Ever have one of them days where you have 100 different things on your mind and your so frustrated you just want to scream then break down and cry... I swear i know ive done some bad things to get punished for in life but geeeeeeeeez when is it enough already!!!! Would it kill him to give me one break thats all im asking..
Ever feel like your standing in the middle of this world compleatly alone, in some kind of hole crying screaming because you just can't seem to find your way out. People pretend they hear you they look as you talk but never see the pain and never offer a hand to help you climb out. I wan't this i need that oh could you please thats all i ever seem to hear for one moment for one single second could they please just see me and actually see me not just over look the pain and the fear in my eyes. I just need help someone who understands me someone who will help me make my way give me the strength to find the answers within myself someone to show me how. Im more then just some doormat for them to walk all over, i should mean more then just someone to do whatever they need would it be to much for them to call and start the conversation with a how are you or hey would you like to do this not always can you do me a favor can you do this or that. I need family and friends to be around just to be there not because they want somthing in return i need to know im not alone here, because lets just face it i can't do this alone if alone is how i must face this world then its a path i choose not to take. So dont wait until its to late, make sure they always know today.
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